last night, i wake up crying!

@zills66 (1421)
Saudi Arabia
May 25, 2011 4:45am CST
i don't know what i'm suffering.. a dismal fever? homesick? or what! i don't know! i am up all day at work and i don't feel anything but at night i really feel weakening and i feel cold.. i tremble too.. i had a check up with the male nurse a while ago and he found nothing.. i really cried last night for missing my mom's hand when i'm sick!
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@ravisivan (14055)
• India
25 May 11
perhaps you are in USA or in another country away from your mother. Probably you are home sick. Please take Tenalol (equivalent of Crocin) for reducing temperature if it is over 100 deg F. Cover yourself with sweater, jerkins. Take the assistance of other room mates or neighbors. You will be alright soon. Pray to your favourite God to give you the strength. Talk to your mummy over phone if the timing is suitable for both of you. Have a good day
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
25 May 11
thanks friend for your encouragement.. i am away from my family.. my parents live in bengalore at the moment and we will see each other again in granada by december.. god willing.
@ravisivan (14055)
• India
25 May 11
Yes . You will meet them and have nice time. By the by where is Granada? Sorry, I have not heard this name earlier. have a good day
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
25 May 11
granada is in spain my friend.. we used to visit my father's hometown during holidays and special occasions. but of course my parents are permanently living in bengalore my mom's hometown.. and fyi bengalore is in india..
@sjvg1976 (18386)
• Delhi, India
25 May 11
This is home sickness my dear you must see your dear ones.Or you to specialist doctor to get whole check up of your whole body there can be deficiency of VITAMINS/MINERALS in your body i think.
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
28 May 11
i think so.. i am really home sick... i am a mama's boy and every day, i use to call my mom.. yeah i am a mama's boy now only the times that i am sick..
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
28 May 11
not not now
@visavis (5945)
• Philippines
25 May 11
Oh may be that is hidden cold or inner heat from your head that's why your eye tear feel down.. Just take a long rest and take good food or drink more water or juices.. see you around
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
28 May 11
oh yeah.. i was thinking to have a break outside but the climate is too much...i have taken a long rest and thanks god i feel better now..
@thepank (202)
• India
25 May 11
Its usually happens when you are sick , you mind starts thinking about something different which you never wants to feel in reality, you just get scared of your dream and start crying .
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
25 May 11
yeah and that night dream really scares me.. imagine, i was dying! God.. knocked on wood...
@toniganzon (49925)
• Philippines
25 May 11
I'm just wondering why you didn't get a doctor's check up? I'm not belittling nurses but it's not within their job description to check a person's physical condition or illness. Anyway you might be suffering from a psychological illness. The thought of being sick when you're lonely or alone. I hope you get better soon and try to find an activity that can take your mind off your loneliness.
@zills66 (1421)
• Saudi Arabia
25 May 11
thanks for the information.. there's no local male nurse here; all expats and they are all good, very accomodating and lovely. you are right! i need to see a doctor for a check-up.. got to see him by and by as i just gotten an appointment with him a while ago via phone
@cream97 (29169)
• United States
10 Sep 11
Hi, zills66. It sounds like you have a fever. I hope that you will feel so much more better very soon. I think that you should take some fever medication so that it can take away the chills and the aches. I hope you also found out what was really wrong with you. Take care of yourself and May God Bless You!