searching for happiness.

Thanx a lot Dominique. U r simply great. As you helps your husband and try to make some money also. Ur suggestions are really great. I will also try to make a list and try to achieve them.

Me again, If you feel that you cannot concentrate in the House and you have the chance to go to the Shops go the long way round. Take a long walk look around you and if you can sit down for a while somewhere and know that you can be what you want to be. Just get out there away from the House if needs be and start recovering back some of what you want. It does not work overnight but you will get there. I would also go along sith Siva and Dominique they are right you are not doing anything wrong by thinking about yourself more. In fact your Family can get to benefit from it too.xxx

Hiya meena, Got it now I understand you more as well. Most of us Girls have been in that plight and similar situations. That is a very intelligent outlook on the World you have there because you don´t want to leave them with anyone either. You know yesterday coming back through a Village there was a sign outside on a House it said just simply said Honey for Sale. A lot of People are starting to go back to eating and using Honey the way it was and they are probably selling it raw you know without packaging and all that. It made me think that sometimes the old fashioned ways are stil the best because if you make things from home and sell them from around your Home you don´t really have to go anywhere. You can still work online too whatever you do you will surely make money. I also saw a very small Shop where one brave girl is selling ordinary Clothes yes ordinary for us other Girls the one that don´t have a perfect figure long may she reign doing that. She has a lovely little Shop that is very inviting to go into but it was Sunday so all was closed up and the boards were there because the Bulls were running through the Street they were in Fiestas (Holiday Celebrations). Those are two things I came across in one small Village. Just goes to show that us Girls can do what we want more or less anyway. Love to your Babies I hope you find something that earns you lots and that you love doing it too. So many things that you could do. I just wish that I knew how to sew like they did before. Now I can sew much better than what I did at School as the Teacher was always shouting at us for being clumsy (grin). Wishing you luck meena.xxx

U are absolutely right. If i m at peace my family will surely get benefited by it. Yes you are right that i want to do some online work. Basic thing is that i want to earn money and meanwhile does not want to leave my place or go out for work because my kids are very young and i do not want to leave them with anyone.

Somehow u r right. they have to do double work as beside working at office they have to manage home also. Hats off to them. I want to give my kids full attention that's why i choose to be a homemaker. But I have to adjust with the extra money which i could earn being a working women.

Thanx. As per your saying today i m happy because my younger son didn't cry when he goes to school and he is smiling when he comes back. Good points to remember to be happy.

There you are. I am so happy that you found your happiness!

Thanx a lot simplyd. Your suggesstions are simply great. I m Sure they are helpful.