What do you do when you feel you're at the edge and the world is keeps pushing?

I agree with you on balance. The problem with balance is we can sometimes overlook it. We always have to watch out whether or not we're going towards the other end or the other. Balance is at the middle of both sides and that's hard to maintain.

There are some companies who force their employees to take time off. I think that is a good idea as everyone needs variety and a break and rest.

At my old job they would make you go home if had just a little sniffle. It wasn't so you'd get better as much as they didn't want to catch whatever you had, lol.

Well unfortunately I don't get those kinds of vacation here because I am the employer's daughter. They know I won't fight them with labor codes and stuff, not that they're abusing me but I think what they meant was that like them I should watch over the company too since I'm the next in line to manage the company. I am an only child and my parents are growing older and older each day. My uncle owns half of the company too but fortunately for him he has 4 children to try out and see who's deserving among the four. As for my mom and dad, they only got me and I have to see to it that I am deserving. The pressure is on. I know the youngest child of my uncle feels the same pressure too since she's the last one to prove to be deserving. The older 3 didn't seem to have an interest in the company.