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United States
October 26, 2011 2:39pm CST
There is one thing having alot of problems because thats life. but there is another thing if you can't handle it. Everyday there is another added problem. I lived a full life although I did not do drugs or alchol but , I can't take this horrible world no more. Now I know why older people take theirselves out. I don't wanna be a old wrinkle person people make fun of, on top of everything else. Seems better knowing I won't get to be fifty. This is a good thing.
4 responses
@curmont (343)
• United States
26 Oct 11
That is sad for so many reasons but how about we just stick to the obvious, when I was 10 I thought 20 was old and couldnt imagine being that old the same thing basically has repeated every decade since, when I was 20, 30 seemed old and now that I'm 30 I can't imagine being 40 but, for as many problems life may bring I wouldn't trade any of the experiences I have had to save myself a few wrinkles and you should not wish to either, life is a series of ups and downs thats what makes it interesting as much as you may think otherwise life wouldnt be any fun if everything always just went your way as people we need challenges to keep us interested and we need conflict and struggle to develop our character.
@stary1 (6622)
• United States
26 Oct 11
curmont You are correct in saying we need conflict and struggle to develope..as frustrating as that is. It seems to be a fact we grow and learn and mature through our problems, not through our easy times.
• United States
26 Oct 11
Curmont you are so true as I always felt that way too. Now I feel about 90. As for someone else who may be in worst condition than myself, It of course does not make me feel any better because I wish I could help them. Someone else said I feel sorry for myself. That is not true as people that said that make me feel most people in this world are just horrible for no reason. Ty curmont ans staryl. You all understand somewhat to be so young.
@curmont (343)
• United States
26 Oct 11
you are very welcome vwilliams, I like to think I have a good grasp on life but I do look forward to always learning and understanding more. Thats why I like mylot what better way to understand people then to talk to them in a place where people tend to let down their guards and tell it like it, after all it is far easy to be judged by someone you will never have to look in their face and see that this broad is crazy look then to confess your deepest secrets to our friends and family whos opinion of us is hard so to dismiss
@bulastika (5967)
• Philippines
27 Oct 11
If every day your problem added. Its only shows that theirs a problem and I guess the problem is you. Simply because problems don't just appear from no where. Its always our action or lack of it that result to a problem.
• United States
27 Oct 11
I use to belive that when I was younger. Now I see at my age alot of things can happen that you absouletly have nothing to do with. Just like they say sometimes Godd guys finish last.
@curmont (343)
• United States
27 Oct 11
thousands of children every year die from cancer in the united states alone, by your theory they have done something to bring this problem on them self. This doesnt make sense to me, not all things are in our control this is why we pray to change the things we can control, accept those we can not, and the knowledge to know the difference.
@megamatt (14329)
• United States
27 Oct 11
I think that when you think about it, the next problem could always potentially be the one problem too many to say the very least. There are always a time where something happens and it would be bad enough on its own. However, on top of everything else, you're going to extremely be rather frustrated and it is going to rather be agitating to say the very least. It is just everything thrown onto each other is going to cause something to break. And it really doesn't matter if it is a small, minor thing either. There are just times where it can just be one small thing and another small thing. Then eventually boom everything blows up and I can't deal with this right now. I have to take a deep breath. I have to step back and regroup. That could happen at any time. If something else goes wrong, that is going to be one problem too many to deal with and everything just melts down. I wonder sometimes how long I'm going to make it in life before I completely lose it.
• United States
27 Oct 11
I know exactly what you mean megamatt. I hope to God things somehow get better for you . Some people don't understand unless you live it. They are quick to said we asre selfish and feels sorry for ourselves and that is not it at all my far. To much is to much. When I read your comment I feel bad for you and it may not help you to feel you are not alone in this but at least you know someone else understands. I just found out my mother who is still kind of young has a blood clot in her lung. everyday there is something else added. Little or big like you said. You may just make it because you understand.
@stary1 (6622)
• United States
26 Oct 11
vwilliams55 It was sad and a surprize to read you are not even yet 50. I had a period in my life where I was afraid a lot, until I came to the decision I could handle anything that happens to me. It is a decision. Everything that happens has a message and we all have a set time to learn these lessons. I wish you ony peace and calm and ask for God's blessings.
@bulastika (5967)
• Philippines
27 Oct 11
In problems ages does not matter. But ages do really affect our way of facing problem. Sometime when we are young we just let go or seem has no time to argue. But when you become older you feel every thing is in order. And in the end we just keep on investing our time to make our life difficult.