What i really Love to do or to have...
December 15, 2011 12:40pm CST
Is there any Fear that doesn't allow you to accomplished things in life that you really like?? How you work for it and what was the result in you? How do you live now with that. Me? during my childhood i really love to have a family of my own. Having a husband and kids that will complete my life... But due to the experience my parents had, i have a FEAR in my heart and mind that its not easy to be a wife or to have a relationship. What if my bf or husband to be left me and the kids. I know kids will suffer a lot just like what happen to me. Plus factor that i hate man at those times.... i used to be friends of man to know them more and to protect myself. I even act like a man, but of course in my Heart i know that i am a girl or a woman. Until i left my university days i still don't have any relationship though i have crushes at the past. Those were the guys that i believed will be great man of their family. And one of my friend at the time of i am working already usher me to his friends that open me to release my hatred, my fear. We go for different training's that helps us be who really what we are regardless of the experiences we have in life. Living successful not only in career but also to the relationships that we had from family, friends, co-workers and love ones.
27 Dec 11
as they may say experience is the best teacher. i guess with that experience to my own family i know now where to stand for my kids and to my love ones. i can make things possible and make it happen for us. be the best that i can be and inspired my own kids to love more..
15 Dec 11
My fear once was to die before my kids grew up or are old enough to remember me. I wrote diaries for all of them and made a will. I try to show and teach them as much as possible, all kind of things incl. art. We travel around, I make a lot pictures. In 4-6 years I think they are old enough to remember and I am sure they will manage.