crucial moments in our existence

Do I turn left or right? I just go with what feels right and suffer the consequences after

All the decisions I made in my life are all my crucial moments. I really hate making decisions because I am afraid of the possible outcome. Some of these decisions are shifting from one course to another in my college and getting into a relationship not knowing what will be my future with the person. It is really tough getting in a situation wherein you can't breath and that you have to decide which is which. When I decide, I just trust my fate to God and to myself.

My most crucial decision has to be when I had gotten pregnant with my first child. I was young. 19. But I had been really getting into the wrong direction and most likely would have found myself in some trouble eventually. I refused to continues the way I was headed because I would be a mother to another human being that deserved a good mom and a good example. I also made his dad get away because it didnt occur to him that he would need to do some growing right then.

Yes that was when i took a chance in saying yes to my partner again. We broke up, 2 years ago and then last august 2011, saw he was trying to add me again as a friend on facebook.The words were "i have been searching for you for 2 years now..."