People who send me info on heart disease.

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Are they nuts? Info on how to keep from having a heart attack? My Drs. have told me that unless there is a miracle, I'm dying from either the cancer or the chemo since chemo isn't meant to be taken for years on end. They want me to prevent myself from having a heart attack. My Dad dropped dead of a heart attack and that was humane. My Mom fought cancer for 20 years, she was a skeletin with a basketball-sized tumor sticking out of her. The last two weeks, I prayed her heart would quit. The blasted thing wouldn't stop. I think Drs. are nuts. Everyone dies sooner or later. Why are they scaring people? Are they trying to scare them to death? What is better than dropping dead of a heart attack? I think people's hearts quitting is a good way to go. Sure beats some of the other ways that I've seen. But at least once a week, someone has to have a heart attack prevention thing in my email box. What part of dropping dead sounds like a better deal to me don't they get? Reminds me, DDR means do not resussitate. If I get worse instead of better, I will have to have one of those made. If anyone else on here has a terminal illness, you may want to consider having one written. Right now, I'm still hoping for a miracle. Barring a miracle, I will have one written. Sorry about the rant, but how many times do I have to tell people not to send me this crap? Right now, my current status is still, 2 inch tumor in middle of right lung has deflated (ironic, huh?) and the one on the left side of my abdomin shrunk. Those are my test results as of last week. So the chemo is shrinking it. So a miracle is still possible. I told the Dr. that some of my praying friends thought it thought it was half gone and some of my praying friends thought it was all gone. He said it was more than half, but less than all. It's inbetween. So more than half is encouraging.