i've had love before but lost it...

United States
February 18, 2012 4:00pm CST
i fell inlove with this girl i dated back in freshmen year of highschool, we were like the schools well known couple because she came from a rich family and i came from a not so fortunate family. we dated for 2 and a half years and i got way to into alcoholism and got alcohol poisoning one night and was in the hospital passed out for 2 days. i scared everyone including her but when i went to go see her she broke up with me and her family told me to stay away from her or there will be consequences and ever since then its just been hard for me to get in a relationship cause while dating her any girl that hitted on me and tried gettin with me i pushed them away and told them that im with someone i love.. its been 2 years now and im having a hard time finding true love again.. is this a sign that i should try to go back to her even tho she has a boyfriend that meets her requirements or just move on and try to find another love? but i've also no love like the first... :/
4 responses
@beamer88 (4268)
• Philippines
19 Feb 12
Oh, definitely you have to move on and try to close that chapter of your life. You were both very young back then, and you might have really felt that she was your one true love. But I know you'll eventually get over her and you'll find someone who you'll love and love you back too.
• United States
19 Feb 12
yeah thanks for the response(: im just gonna live life until the right one comes
@owlwings (39087)
• Cambridge, England
18 Feb 12
Move on. She doesn't deserve you.
• United States
18 Feb 12
yeah i know thnx man
• United States
18 Feb 12
dear diary...
• United States
18 Feb 12
hahahahha i once had a love but i lost it oh dear diary what should i do lmfao!
• United States
18 Feb 12
No you should not go back and disturb the poor child's life. You should go on and find lov with someone new. You may find that one true love you thought you had was not really true. The only real way to know is get out and try something new..
• United States
18 Feb 12
yeah i kinda figured that i just needed help figurin this out cause its on of the many things on my mind