Getting Ready for a FIELD WORK...

It's been 11 years since I stopped doing field work as I was assigned in the office. I was longing to have this happen because of the trust issue between me and my colleagues. I feel that I don't belong to a place that actually was once I thought to be my second home, my second family. I laugh and cried with them, I raise my children with them and I fight and won with them. The parting days would soon come... I am not sad but hearing it would be a big relief for me. I hate everyone here in my vicinity, they are making my situation worst. I need a new environment, new friends, a new atmosphere... Have you feel this way? Actually, I wanted more than this... I wanted to forget everyone here that's been a part of my life and to be far away from them forever...