uh oh! here comes the day!
May 7, 2012 11:05am CST
Hell yeah! It's already my birthday! I really don't what i'm feeling. It's like just an ordinary day for me. Hmm. I don't really feel its essence. :( i am not super duper happy nor excited. It's just like mm nothing. I know i should be enjoying this right now but i am not. Darn! Why i am feeling like this? I am supposed to be happy coz it's not just an ordinary bday, it's my 18th birthday. God help me. I don't know why i am like this. :( i wish all of this negative feelings will change later.