What the hell happened here?

I used to do so much before marriage Arts, dance, music and when I look back everything just slipped away and I let it go too no one told me hey you used to paint and dance why don't you now? As if my life was over that was apart I never visited again, but somehow that dance class made me recall everything. Where the hell did I go? I am no longer that person who was creative and loved so many things, its just cook and sleep and cook and sleep , take care of kids, relatives and husband in between no time for myself. may be its time as all mylot friends tell me I am not dead yet and there is still time. I will pick up everything I have let go off now.