July 3, 2012 10:40pm CST
I know I love my man very much. It is just that he is gone again for sometime and I realize I truly deeply love this man. I don't know what happened to me growing up where I could not love anyone. I deeply love adrian with my heart and soul. I am here missing him like crazy. I cried on the phone with him last night and he begged me to not cry. he was only gone 6 hours when the lonely feelings set in. I staed up till 4am to talk to him. When I could not focus anymore I went to sleep and called him when I woke up. I don't know when he is coming home now. but,I wish he would call me. have you ever really missed someone when they left town...