virginity, love, and age.

I am 20 years old and have never had s*x, or a boyfriend, or a kiss. I don't really read people or understand where theyre coming from. To be blunt I do have aspergers (to give you a picture) I feel like i missed a lot of oppurtunities of connection because of this. but how do i move forward and change this, it isnt so easy to just connect with people and i think the knowledge of where i am incapable is somewhat torturous. This is less about the s*x and more about finding someone who CAN love me for all i am and how to actually find them. but when/if i do will the virginity factor just add another thing to get over with me? i dont know if any of these questions can really be answered, but i find comfort in sharing things through mylot.