i did contemplate on leaving

@jazel_juan (15767)
Philippines
July 25, 2012 6:43pm CST
Yes i really did contemplate on leaving and i am feeling bad still. But why will i remove one thing that keeps me happy and occupied when i feel lonely? so nope i won't leave. things may not be the best between me and by husband but i still need to keep being positive right? so no, i feel silly thinking i could leave mylot. last night while i was lying down in bed all that goes in my mind is what discussions i could share right now lol so nope, mylot is a keeper, so i will stay here.
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10 responses
• Jacksonville, Florida
25 Jul 12
I am glad you decided to stay! Leaving here for me would be a big mistake, especially when things are going wrong in life. This is the only place that I can get things off my mind and feel better. I think thats how you feel too and thats why your staying with us. I hope things get better for you. I will be praying for you!
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@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
i do agree and i dont know what was i thinking. But well i guess ill stay as i will just read other people's discussions and keep my mind of my problem today. hope you get the time to read that book!
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@GardenGerty (99464)
• United States
26 Jul 12
It is good to be able to share bad times and good here. I loved the fact that sometimes I was the helper, and sometimes I was helped. I would enjoy having a big MyLot get together sometime, to give out those hugs in person.
@jaiho2009 (39019)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
I did the same thing. I posted a farewell discussion here- but someone encourages me to go on. yah, why should I deprive myself from the things that I love to do and mylotting is one of my best pal/buddy and my shock-absorber. It is like leaving my diary in the middle of the road (good if someone will return it back to me- lols- hahha, just kidding) Anyway, thanks you're still here with us
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@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
yup i remember you being gone and i was also glad you were back ms.jai and you are right i will continue to have fun here and no more drama moments for me for now. i will just be silly.
@jaiho2009 (39019)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
Don't feel it that way (silly) that's normal- we feel sad,bad, happy and that's spices of life.
@alberello (4755)
• Italy
26 Jul 12
Jazel_juan very good! I am very glad you decided not to give Mylot, and, therefore, still remain among us! I extend my warmest congratulations! I do not want to go on with how the relationship with you and your husband, but Mylot (I see it, it works for me too) you can use as a site where you can, in a sense, to vent, and write positive things, or negative. Here you will always find good people to understand you, and maybe even help! Dearest, do not abandon us!
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@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
27 Jul 12
You are always that nice alberello, always staying away from my personal life.. thank you but i also do not mind some insights. but yes i am here to stay and i am here to read more of your discussions.
@KrauseHome (35034)
• United States
26 Jul 12
I am so glad that you are choosing to stay here, as I know I would miss your responses and friendship here. K know there are many times when we are going thru things that having a site like this to come too. I will be praying for you and your situation and hope things can improve.
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@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
27 Jul 12
Thank you for that Tina and i hope you will also be fine.
@allknowing (65297)
• India
26 Jul 12
I also thought of leaving once upon a time when someone here wrongly accused me and put up a topic on that but what hurt me most was it was infused rather than diffused by someone I thought was my friend! But I have got over getting affected by such issues any more and took a decision to move on.
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@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
True i had similar things happened to me too but well i mean all i can do now is get over it and ignore it.
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
Maybe you are just feeling a temporary emotion that made you think to leave. Keep positive and stay positive. Just be happy though.
@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
27 Jul 12
yup it was fleeting feeling.. and it was silly to think i could leave mylot...its like my diary here, and i am glad i am still here.
@shylade (3137)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
Why you want to leave mylot? On the other side, I am here trying to make more time with mylot. I am still managing my time so I could give atleast 2 hours a day to mylot. My original plan is not working well. I am still missing or ferogetting my alloted time for mylot. Hehe. Anywya, you are right. Mylot is good to keep so don't leave.
@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
27 Jul 12
got so many things on my mind and yes like you my plan is not going the way i want it too.. things are a mess but somehow i will still be fine
@GardenGerty (99464)
• United States
26 Jul 12
Having my friends here has helped me a lot in six years. It is a good place to have friends and to be a friend. Keep on being positive, and be happy as much as you can.
@jazel_juan (15767)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
yup i will continue being happy and positive GG.
@laydee (12814)
• Philippines
26 Jul 12
Your discussion gives me the thought that your husband doesn't want you doing mylot? Or are you just talking about life in general? I think mylot is something that we need to keep in order to keep sane with the busy and mundane life we have. I don't think it does affect our day-to-day interactions with family on a bigger picture, but I think being here just keeps us from snapping at other people - instead we snap at mylotters! hehehehe.. I do hope you didn't mean that your husband didn't like you being in mylot. My partner doesn't really understand MyLot but he's supportive when I need to keep quiet and type things for a while. No reason to leave, all the more reason to stay! Have a great Mylot experience ahead!
@squallming (1777)
• Malaysia
26 Jul 12
It seems to me that you are experiencing some kind of problem with your husband. I believe that most problems can be solved through proper discussions, understanding and acceptance. Do try and work things out. While you should not leave mylot because of the problem you are facing. This is because like you said, Mylot gives you happiness and keep you away from loneliness. Not only that, whatever problem you may have, you can share with us and we would advise you. Of course, you need to be conscious as well to what is good or bad.