Forgetting memories

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To be positive is to forget memories.....memories that cause you pain, gives heartbreaks and events which makes you cry, disgraced and neglected as if the whole world is against you. That is the memories that I wanted to forget, just want to move on, be positive so that hate will not exist in my heart and I can forgive the people who caused me such great pain and I can set free myself to face the world with a smile. doing this makes me alive happy and understand the world, As my name sunshine I want to see the beauty of the sun that shine. but eventually forgetting in my mind those events makes me forget also some events that is nice and worth remembering. I didn't intend to do it, just want to keep it but some of my childhood life I can no longer remember, when my family were sharing the past I just listen some topics which I can't remember. My elementary , high schools, college classmates recognized me, even my name but I can't recognized them except to those who are so closed with me. They shared the happy memories when we are together but I can't remember . All this things started when I closed my painful memories so that I well not be depressed again, I don't want to cry no more just wanted to be happy and forgive those who hurt me. I don't want to lost my good memories but don't want to reminisce again my painful one.