I am trying to enjoy life, trying to be happy even I still feel the pain.

I think I also gone through the same road as yours. Though it's hurting me, I really can't just abandon my family because I know they are expecting too much from me. I just try to do what I have to do and leave everything to God.

Hi aira, I am really sorry about this, I also faced similar problem and Do you know why they are hating you? if you find that you can easyly get your happiness back. I hope you will get all your happiness which you deserved.

We must try to be as happy as we can with what we have. And not all the people that should be close to us respond as we wish. Turn your eyes to the ones that smile at you and to the ones that give you a hand when in need. Those are your real family, whether there are blood ties or not.

hi, actually we choose what we feel to our self,if you always feel the pain and remember those saddest thing happen to you,for sure you will always feel the pain and you will never feel the happiness,try to move on and forget those things that happen to you especially those sad times.

It is very difficult for me feel happy if have lots of pain. Now these days is not good for me because all family members are falling in ill one by one. Hospital bill is increasing much more. I cant understand how can handle this situation. My stomach is paining more.

Pick up those pieces and I hope you find that smile that you need. My prayers are with you.

I went through this a few years back. First it was family members. I KNEW in my heart that I didn't deserve that kind of pain, so I told them to forget that I was alive and to stop calling. I've seen them at various family functions, but I just ignore their presence. Then it was a group of so-called friends as well as my ex boyfriend. After one too many incidents with the friends, I just shut them out. I had become the butt of their jokes one to many times, and I was just sick of the entire situation. And when my boyfriend stopped calling, I mourned it for a few weeks, then got on with my life. It wasn't easy, but it worked for me. I know it's hard, but sometimes you just need to let go of the negativity in your life. You know you deserve more, so begin by eliminating the unhappiness. Only YOU can make you happy. I know everyone says family always has your back, but it's not always true. You CAN rise above it, but only if you shed the weight of your unhappiness. Good luck and godspeed!

Hi. I have been there many tines and for the same reasons. Then things get better for awhile and something happens again. I don't understand the people around me at times, they are so different than other people but so am I at times, just not as mean and invasive, sloppy and dirty, demanding, insulting, not so bright, thoughtless, you name it. I'm the one who has to put up with it all though. I always feel like it's unfair. I do think talking to some one will help you though, please don't give up. There are people who love you and really care even if you don't see them out there, even if it's just someone on the internet like your mylot friends.

Hi there friend.. Don't feel down & depressed, life is beautiful. Life is too short for feeling depressed, enjoy very moment you get 'cos b4 u kno' it those moments will be gone & u'll regret that u didn't fully enjoy them... One of the responses here talked abt a movie - "Secret".. I haven't seen the movie but I've read the book by Rhonda Byrne a lot of times. It is an uplifting book. I recommend reading that book if u ever get a copy of it in your library or in a bookstore.. I have been working on the points the author has touched upon in the book & its giving results. They are happening slowly but surely... So, airasheila, pick yourself off of the ground & make the best of your life... Take care, friend... :)

you are right and should take things life very lightly and enjoy what you have in present. I suggest you should watch the movie SECRET. If is wonderful and it havs changed my life and I am transformed now. It is a documentary movie based a book written by Rhonda Bryne ..Thanks for sharing and have a wonderful day ahead.

hi airasheila! In everything, there is a purpose, we might not know or understand it but God had planned something better for you. Time heals. Talk it out with friends. Pur it out to God. You are blessed!