October 6, 2012 6:58am CST
When i am alone,i want to find a different friend.But while such a friend appear,yet i prefer to escape. I don't know why,just feel a little sad.There are so many things that i don't want to remember,however,they always hanging out in my head. My heart was so tired,so that within an inch of vomiting when i watching a movie this afternoon.It should be a relax time....
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6 Oct 12
i think you are suffering from depression. it is normal for most people to feel unexplained loneliness for a time in their life. i think you should at least talk to somebody about it. or else to start a new hobby or activity just to create a diversion.
6 Oct 12
Your discussion sounds a bit messed up and chaotic to me. You better face your problems, the feelings, what is going on in your head. Otherwise you won't find any peace. Write it all down till nothing pops up anymore. I can quarantee you it will work and this way you will also face it in a different way.