Dreaming of u

@verolop29 (1096)
United States
October 22, 2012 9:28am CST
Last night I had a good very good dream about an ex who became a friend before we became anything else. And it's still like that today! I even think he's my soul mate..do u think I should be his way? In in way I want to kick myself in the cajones.... Anyways in this dream I saw him again for the first time in many years and I didn't want to believe he was within my grasp but I was just staring at him and he was staring at me pretty much like I was doing to him. The next instant he was gone but he wasn't far from me. It was as if I could feel when he was near. It was snowing and we were in a cabin and he was across the room and he whispered something and it was as if he was right beside me. I could hear what he said to me clear as day! I was sooo happy I cried inside; like...my soul cried. In this world I am the only person he has. Everyone else shunned him, turned their backs to him except me. Before I met my bf who later became my husband, Jason and I were friends. We still r and I made that very clear to Marcus that we r friends and no one is going to come between us. I made that clear him Jason too that I will not leave or divorce him for any reason. He promised he will not come between us. I believe him. But men will be men and they will start thinking. Marcus is always thinking that Jason will come to his house and take his wife away. And Jason once in every 5 times he write me says that he thinks Marcus will kill him just to have me all to himself. I highly doubt that because he was a ex thug. Now his life is completely changed. And Marcus is a skinny small man. Compared to him I mean. Jason is all muscle and kind of tall. Men! They r like gorillas! I hate it lol! It was a good dream and its going to leave a smile on my face throughout my day! Happy mylotting friends!!
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4 responses
• India
22 Oct 12
Hi friend, good to hear about your dream, it shows that you are still thinking about your ex. It is really hard to forget about our beloved persons if we love them sincerely, as you mentioned that you consider him as your soul mate, so you don't have the ability to forget him
@verolop29 (1096)
• United States
22 Oct 12
I can't seem to stop thinking about him. I have dreams about him too! And this r days that I have super great days!! I even told him in letters that I wrote to him and he says that he does the same to me too. He wakes up with my name to his lips and my face he wishes to see. One day soon well be together! Have fun mylotting! Friend
@HomeBase (1054)
• United States
22 Oct 12
@verolop...I'm kind of confused...what about your husband??
@verolop29 (1096)
• United States
23 Oct 12
I'm not going to leave him no way ?? if that's what ur asking. My hubby understands and everything but he doesn't like the fact that his wife has mixed emotions about her long time best friend.
@HomeBase (1054)
• United States
22 Oct 12
I think that you should be careful girlfriend. You just called this supposed friend your soul-mate. I thought your husband was supposed to be your soul mate . And you're going to have a smile on your face all day because of your husband? No, you're smiling because you had a dream about the other guy. Wow. Be careful, you are dealing with people's lives.
@verolop29 (1096)
• United States
23 Oct 12
I know. It's so very not that confusing but confusing enough! This man Jason was it for me but I wasn't it for him all those years of being his gf I wanted him to say and mean that he loves me. Fast forward into to future I'm married have two amazing little girls...I'm not going to throw that away. One day these feeling will disappear into thin air. But Jason will always be my best friend be cuz he knows me better than ...I know myself. Another man will always want what isn't his. I just need some or tons of guidance. One thing I'm not is stupid. So have fun
@HomeBase (1054)
• United States
23 Oct 12
You may not be stupid, but you are saying some pretty strange things. Good luck.
• United States
22 Oct 12
My daughter is so in love with her man and will not leave him because no one wants to be bothered with him and so she figured she might as well stick by him. I can't stand it but who am I to complain. lol. Sounds like your dream made your day.
@verolop29 (1096)
• United States
22 Oct 12
Yea..it makes me happy! But I can't began to even think about what U must be going thru. A mother should NEVER have to go thru something like seeing their daughter be with a person that does that to her. That is NOT love. Love isn't suppose to hurt...I will pray for u and her. I will do it for you all
@xredburn (97)
• Portugal
22 Oct 12
I wish I had your luck in love.