I want it BUT I am not READY

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I was known as a child lover. I like kids a lot. Even before I used to baby sit my cousins if theor parents are busy or not around. I like to have conversations with my neephews as well. Maybe, I just like them because I am also a kid at heart. Most of my friends and acquiantances keeps on asking when will i have my own, because I think I told you before with my previous posts that I am in a stable relationship and also on a legal age to start up a family. Honestly, I feel little irritated if they brought that issue to me. Like hey, they are more EXCITED than I am. I don't know, I know I want it and sometimes I really wish to be pregnant but then suddenly a lot of worries come up to me like: I wont be able to do things like I used to if I have kids, my figure will change, I will look different and etc. Well, everything comes in God's will..... If it comes,,, I'd be happt but for now I want to just enjoy as long as I can.