Should I be Happy OR Cry?

India
February 28, 2013 2:55am CST
I go back to my country with my kid and husband after a long time, It is first visit for my husband, I do not know I should be happy or cry as I lost my father more than a week and he did not see my husband and I also could not see him for a long time. I do not know what will happen to me and how much I have power to see the sofa that my father has left us on that. I do not know what will happen when I see my father's grave, will I be abel to come over this sorrow and this reality? I do not know, something like a stone has stocked in my chest, not I can cry and not even laugh, what is going on?
2 responses
• Philippines
28 Feb 13
First, well, haven't you contacted your father for all those years of stay abroad? AHm Do I sense family misunderstanding here? Well, I feel you, it's really tormenting to see your Dad in that situation. I could only hope for the best. Just accept the fact the life is only temporary. And don't dwell on grieving instead make time to talk to your family and mingle with your relatives.. :)
• India
28 Feb 13
I was not that much in touch with my father specially because of my husband jealouse mind, so he used to keep me far from all but just close to his family and be what they say and order. That is why I said it is better if I do not say things to my family as my father was a heart patient. so that was the reason.
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• Bulgaria
28 Feb 13
I am very sorry for your lose. I think that you should cry If you feel like crying. One day soon you will be happy again. But first you should take all that sarrow out. Denial will put you in a trap. Get in touch with your sadness.You have the right to moarn.
• India
28 Feb 13
two days I cried too much and after that I do not know what has happened to me, I feel something stock in my chest, not I can cry not I can feel not I can be happy not even I can think properly.