leaving you without saying anything... =(
By xio shi
@simonelee (2715)
China
August 15, 2013 1:03pm CST
Hi, guys! Its been awhile i pour out my emotions here. Honestly, i'm in pain and this feeling is going to burst anytime soon. Can't contain it anymore. Mylot is my exhaust and my friend. I woke up one morning, excited and inlove. But, that day become a nightmare. I was expecting a call from my partner but no return call at all. I assumed that maybe my boo is busy. Days went by, i receive none but still hoping that maybe my boo is going to call me anytime soon. I've waited for days, weeks, and months and still no signs. I'm not prepared for this since we've been together for very long time. Not a single reason i can think of why my boo left me. Prior to that no argument.
I wanted to cry but i can't. It's hard to smile because deep inside your heart is bleeding. Should i move on or wait? Any one here have the same experience? Need your advice.
3 responses
@prissh89 (8)
• United States
16 Aug 13
@simonelee Just find the person and talk to them in person u never what had happened..
@simonelee (2715)
• China
8 Sep 13
no words until now. I'm not sure if im totally okay but the pain is no longer the same but still wondering. Technology is everywhere so no reason for not contacting me, right? Right now i don't feel anything... maybe pain turn me into stone. Not sure if i still have feelings though.
@Bluedoll (16774)
• Canada
15 Aug 13
Sometimes you have to move on. I was sharing an apartment and my life (many years ago) with my special person and I thought it was an agreement before we moved together that smoking would not be an issue but it was and it was sad to think it would be the catalyst to a breakup but it was.
A conversation started one evening about it and it ended with, "maybe I should just leave". What surprised me was I didn't answer. Just silence. That was the crushing blow. What were all the real reasons? I will never know but that is the ending memory that I was left with.
Just like that, life changed. It happens.
@ranviruchauhan (1407)
• India
16 Aug 13
I passed to this situation many times. Many a time I think that "what is my fault" but I am the guy who always spend more time in thinking about me. most of the time I found that it was my fault to give time to undeserved person. I heard that whenever you take too much care about someone, your value is zero in front of him/her because you are always available for him/her. So here my saying it that be liberal with him and show that you don't care about him/her. here in your situation you just forget everything and move forward. you should only value those who value you. don't waste your time for those undeserved persons.
@Bluedoll (16774)
• Canada
16 Aug 13
@ranviruchauhan I agree 100% why waste, makes perfect sense. Only with me, love had other ideas.
I take that part with me on my journey.
@SunnyQQ (136)
• Shantou, China
16 Aug 13
I had the same experience with one of my best friends.We have known each other for 8 years.Many people thought we were lovers,we we were not.It was just friendship between us.One time,we had a quarrel,and we were in cold war for about 9 months!During this time,I was so painful.He didn't call you,why don't you call be?
@simonelee (2715)
• China
8 Sep 13
i really don't know... all modes of communication are available but still none.
