My heart is broken this time

@cacay1 (32078)
Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
November 19, 2015 9:21pm CST
I felt I carry the world. I have a problem hard to share here.This is not about financial,spiritual, social, but emotional.How hard to find a solution if a problem is related to our emotion. This time I feel helpless and powerless.How I wished to see the solution in my dream, so for a little while I feel the comfort of my soul and aching heart.Oh, Lord, I feel I am cheated ....
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@celticeagle (114323)
• Boise, Idaho
20 Nov 15
Well, I hope you are able to strengthen yourself against this and get to the other side. I am highly emotional so I know how it can be. Hope things get better for you.
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
20 Nov 15
Thanks friend. It might take weeks or months to console myself.. very hard . I feel weak this time...Thanks for your consoling words@celticeagle.
@celticeagle (114323)
• Boise, Idaho
23 Nov 15
@cacay1 ..It does take time.
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
23 Nov 15
@celticeagle Yes, very true.It takes time to accept defeat and failure.
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@wiLLmaH (8167)
• Singapore, Singapore
20 Nov 15
Cry it off. Then bend your knees. :)
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
20 Nov 15
Thanks @wiLLma, I do that this evening. I am still keeping my feeling. I am still in school.
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@wiLLmaH (8167)
• Singapore, Singapore
20 Nov 15
@cacay1 Do you mind if I ask what is the reason of this problem?
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
23 Nov 15
@wiLLmaH My Australian partner cheated me my dear after our 9 years relationship.The worst is he proposed marriage end of this year ,very sickening reality./..That is why, I cannot blame others ending their lives for they cannot bear the pain..But I have to accept the truth.
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@srisahara (4099)
• Indonesia
20 Nov 15
Yes, it is difficult to control emotion when we know that we are cheated. I have ever get the problem about it and can't do everything except try to accept it and hope in the future it does not come again. Time will heal you...
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
20 Nov 15
Thank you my dear.. I am so much disturbed...I stare to nothingness asking so many questions...@shishara
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@srisahara (4099)
• Indonesia
20 Nov 15
@cacay1 Yes, it is one of some way to forget the problem. Don't make much asking to what happen to you try to accept it with positive thinking though you don't know what the positive side of the problem. We never know exactly what happen in the future...
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
20 Nov 15
@srisahara Yes, no choice, but to accept that my Australian partner of 9 years cheated me....so painful.It seems I see nothing but my pain.
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@amnabas (9858)
• Karachi, Pakistan
20 Nov 15
Yes these condition leads to depression.
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
20 Nov 15
I@amnabas, I hope to overcome this very painful feeling this time...I want to shout to the world...
@Hatley (157862)
• Garden Grove, California
20 Nov 15
If you want to share you need to tell us just what the p roblem is and maybe so me of us have ideas to help you. You needd to be more specific
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@cacay1 (32078)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
20 Nov 15
@Patsie Hatley, OK friend.This is it for the sake of all: My partner is an Australian and he planned to come to my country to propose to my elder sister.My parents passed away when I was a child.Then, this very morning, somebody emailed me , her neighbor, telling me my partner has another relationship from our country.Who would be happy with this. Worst is, he planned to go to Luzon to meet that lady ....I called him , but no answer. I might ban his entry to my country .I will call the consulate in Manila.We are in a relationship for 9 years.I tour there twice a year.I am still teaching here in a university, so I cannot just resign.I finally decided to accept his proposal and he knew this decision, but now here comes this irony.....I cry in vain.