I haven't had a good time in a long time

By Evik
@anduta (11)
Romania
December 1, 2015 3:37pm CST
Today I was suppose to celebrate our National Day! I tried! It's kinda difficult to celebrate anything when you're all alone! I'm upset, if I can't celebrate why should anyone else! I know, it's wrongfull thinking, but what can I do, that's how I feel. So today I used make-up using the three colours of my country flag, I went for a walk, I did my chorus, I catched up on my reading, though all this helped me going through the day, that was all the celebration I got. Except for the fact that I laughed, an old woman made me laugh. I don't understand why I laughed though... Anyway, it didn't made me happyer, just embarrassed, awkward!
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@Hatley (157944)
• Garden Grove, California
2 Dec 15
yep you are in what my deceased hubby used to call a black seven or you are in the doldrums @anduta you have to make your self happy I c annoit do it for you the fact that you did laugh is a start b ut you have to be positive eliminate negative thinking and do not l isten to Mr In betwseen either. remember there are a lot of us who are alone a lotyou are noit alone and if we let ourselves be miserable about it we just get to feelng even worse. find someone to talk to go help siome one, volunteer to helo at a hospital or library or old folks home helping someone else makes you feel good and good about yourself.having a pity party willnot make you happy.you seem down on yourself you have toolearn to like yourself get some self esteem you are u nique one of a kind we all are special tell yourself this
@Hatley (157944)
• Garden Grove, California
2 Dec 15
hugs from hatley we all care for you glad you ca me here as we can all help youto feel good again hugs
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@anduta (11)
• Romania
2 Dec 15
Thnks for commenting, I'm a positive thinker! I write, this is the way I attract positive energy in my life!
@sugartoes (33898)
• Greencastle, Indiana
1 Dec 15
I'm sorry your in a funk as they call it, don't feel bad we all get that way around this time of year. it's the weather for some or it's the area either way there's always a reason for our sadness & loneliness we feel. find things that boost your mood like music or a good show on t v or just hang out with all of us & we'll find a way to brighten your day we love you
@anduta (11)
• Romania
2 Dec 15
Music, TV shows just aren't enough! I need L.O.V.E. in my life! Here it's only another way to spend time!
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@sugartoes (33898)
• Greencastle, Indiana
2 Dec 15
@anduta well I'm glad you spend it with us