Well you asked but not sure you want to know lol
By bonnie
@bunnybon7 (50973)
Holiday, Florida
December 8, 2015 8:17pm CST
wish I had good things to write about here but it seems that only 1 out of a hundred of my posts are good things. this has been the day from HE double toothpicks as they say.
I got up to find the fish tank had leaked all over the table it was on and the carpet some below. so had to immediately start working on transfering the one little fish left. Good thing I already looked ahead and figured it was in to big a tank anyway. Already had water that had set out a few days in the small tank. that was the only thing good about the day.
as soon as I got that finished, I got a call.
Some said let them know about my scan. the call was to tell me I need an ultra sound (I think that's what it was called) as they saw something in the one breast I have left. 
oh well here we go again. I have been working diligently in my mind to think of good things, but it is hard when I have been there before. 
so that was my day. how was yours ?12 people like this
14 responses
@BelleStarr (61047)
• United States
9 Dec 15
A lot better than yours but I can put you on the prayer line. Is your name actually Bunny?
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
10 Dec 15
actually it is Bonnie but that is a knick name i use from childhood here. thank you. prayer always helps
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@BelleStarr (61047)
• United States
11 Dec 15
@bunnybon7 I put you on and will pray myself.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
18 Dec 15
@BelleStarr thank you. I think it is helping. I still don't know how I am going to find out or if I am yet. might wait till I move.
@ScribbledAdNauseum (104632)
• United States
9 Dec 15
I am sorry to hear that you had a bad day. I hope that the doctors can reassure you once you go in for the scan again. I know it is a very scary time for you but remember you've been through this once before and you are here to tell us about it.
My day went well. It's Tuesday which is laundry day for me. I'm also going through and sorting some paperwork that's been lying around.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Dec 15
i do try to hold on to that fact but there is always the possibility, this will be it.
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
11 Dec 15
yes I can only hope it won't be my 4 th fight through cancer
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@just4him (306238)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
9 Dec 15
Today my day was a good one. I've been able to work on my laptop without any trouble. I know when I need to shut down for a couple hours to let it rest so it will work well again, and that's a good thing. I hope the news is good with your ultra sound.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Dec 15
I had to reschedule and still feel like dropping out
@paigea (35690)
• Canada
9 Dec 15
I am so sorry you are going through this. All you can do is face the next test, the ultrasound, and try to prepare yourself for the next step. I can only imagine what you are going through. I know what is was like going to these appointments with my late niece and seeing her face each next thing; I haven't had to face it myself.
I hope the next treatment is easy to bear and is successful. Take care. And do let us know how you are doing.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
19 Dec 15
I am still putting off finding out. if I have to move I am not having time for surgery anyway and I will have to have a whole new doctor going on with more tests when I get there
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@paigea (35690)
• Canada
19 Dec 15
@bunnybon7 Oh, I am sorry you are having such a rough time. You will find out when you feel ready. Take care
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@Hatley (163781)
• Garden Grove, California
21 Dec 15
oj@bunnybon7 I hoope the tests are benign I am still waiting to get my diabetic equptment back and get my doctors order to allow me t ave mydiabetic supplies allin my room.
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@Hatley (163781)
• Garden Grove, California
22 Dec 15
@bunnybon7 me too and I hope your tests show its all benign too you deserve to have some good things happen my friend.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
21 Dec 15
i hope you get them soon. it is scary not to have access to something you need for your life to be saved.
@allknowing (130066)
• India
9 Dec 15
They say being able to look for peace in a storm gives one the ability to move on. Hope you will find that.
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@PatZAnthony (14752)
• Charlotte, North Carolina
21 Dec 15
Hope all goes well with this health concern you have now.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
21 Dec 15
@Hatley thank you sweet lady. i hope i can make myself go get the test soon. have another test scheduled for january 5th
@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Dec 15
no not really. some times they just get worse
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
18 Dec 15
@TheHorse no this was the last fish. I will not get any more. my daughter left this one as it is and I just tried to keep it alive
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@TheHorse (205753)
• Walnut Creek, California
18 Dec 15
@bunnybon7 Sorry to hear. Are you going to get the survivor a new friend?
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@DeborahDiane (40055)
• Laguna Woods, California
10 Dec 15
I know that sometimes it is hard to think of good things, but it does help our outlook, when we can.
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
19 Dec 15
at this point it is extra hard. but I still try
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@bunnybon7 (50973)
• Holiday, Florida
20 Dec 15
@DeborahDiane not really. only seems worse. i have finally made a new post about it
@DeborahDiane (40055)
• Laguna Woods, California
19 Dec 15
@bunnybon7 - I hope that things have improved in the 9 days since your wrote this. I'm praying for you!
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