The Aftermath Of Addiction For Family And Addict
January 20, 2016 8:20am CST
While I know this is a bit of a 'limited' topic for some, it is a problem of great need for many. As I read a post by @Ladypeace about Addiction and Divorce, I realized that it has been a while since I shared a bit of the soul of my experiences. I am a recovering compulsive gambler who has developed a heart for those who are caught in the web created by the addiction. So much so that after stopping on November 21, 2007 I began a journey to develop material and spread hope for recovery. My addiction cost me money, but that is not the loss that was the worst. I also lost myself and that is the soul of an addicts pain when they start recovery. I know I lost a lot of money but I can't really tell you how much because during that time it was not valuable enough to stop me. I almost lost my job and that brought down a reality about who I had become, but not what I had become. I lost my sanity for a time, but that was not even on my radar. I almost lost my life and THAT brought it home, but did not help me stop. Life has twists and turns. Addiction is one of the most insidious. What would you do for your favorite food? Do you have a favorite restaurant? How about a part of your life (gift, heirloom, person) that you would do anything for? Picture losing that in a blink of an eye and repeating that moment for the rest of your life over and over. That is what it feels like when you are an addict and you have started recovery. For months, years or longer that is where you may be. When I started recovery I was there for almost 3 years. I fought back and found sanity again. Now I use my background to help people get to that place where recovery is free of the insanity of repeating the pain. I am asking for topics you would like to have me talk about here. What questions haunt you about the person you know, or that you have become in addiction?
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• United States
20 Jan 16
@Auntylou It doesn't qualify as an addiction in my book. It does happen to be the reason some Compulsive Gamblers gamble though. THey want to have 'enough money' to take care of them. At some point it goes off the rails though.
• Genova, Italy
20 Jan 16
Dear Bernie, I see in you now, a wise person! I see you during your life, you've been through various problems. As you know I am a disabled person, where unfortunately OCD seems to not want to leave me! Besides this I am full of fears to other people. One above all, the fear of my brother, who is 11 years younger than me! (Little but overbearing!) Would you have something to suggest me in this regard?