D ar n I am S.A.D. and T heres Nothing I Can Do.

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Here it is almost 2 pm and still grey and overcast. I m trying to be cheerful as I attempt to mylot but I see in the mirror a grim scowl. Darn now everyone I meet will be going "are o kay? Are you okay? You look I dont know but are you okay?" i know that they really do care but o it gets old. I am trying to smile now knowing a storm is n its way here by tomorrow supposedly. We would be totally green if all the muffed forecasts had really been rains. So the sun is not shining and my shoulder aches b ut Im okay just need to cheer up more.I am telling myself a lot of you mylotters are having cold icy weather with lots of snow and glare ice Roads are treacherous and dangerous to drive on.There I do feel better as Im grateful for no really bad weather here . My lunch was not too bad.We had a m eat sandwich of either pork or beef as the sauce camouflaged the taste of the tough meat so I was not sure but ick i got a mouthful of fat yuck. I do not like to eat fatty meats at all as my cholesterol is perfect and I want to keep it that way so I have one less pill to have to take. 8 pills in he morning and three at dinner are surely enough for one person. The macaroni salad was great and the red jello was okay.As a diabetic over the years I have become a bit tired of jello as the old cooks gave us jello twice a day for some weeks. That did become tiresome after awhile. Well the sun is not going to shine so thats okay . I did not get a chance to read the menu for dinner. I hope its something that will let me save some for my snack later. F or the last several days my table mates have given me half of their un anted sandwiches and I thus avoided the stand in line for snacks in the evening. My son is coming to see me this evening so hope I do not have to stand in that line for long