I'm so tired of being here / I could scream at the top of my lungs and it still wouldn't help

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"I'm so tired of being here" is part of a song by Evanessence. I remember a few of the lines but not all, it was really popular about ten or so years ago. Anyway, I've felt like singing that song whilst walking into work several times here lately. I know I've complained a lot about work in the past several months, but here's another complaint. Did I tell you guys that I had called my manager on Tuesday night to sort out a problem with the scheduling for this Sunday? Well when I did I also asked if he was going to be there with us on Wednesday. He usually isn't, but I thought since we were having to pick up two more aisles that he would come in and work out where he had another day off instead. Well he didn't. In fact he said to me on the phone that "I need a day off too!." I don't begrudge him that, but I'll come back to that in just a moment. He also told me that one of my other co - workers wouldn't be here on Friday night (tonight) and so we would have only four with us tonight. Well Friday night trucks are smaller, so it wouldn't be too much more of a pain... I talked to said co-worker on Wednesday night though, and he told me that he didn't say that at all. That he had told my manager that he would almost certainly be able to come in earlier in the evening and take care of his aisle and go home. Here's another kicker. Through the "work grapevine" I heard that the reason why my manager wasn't there on Wednesday was because he had to take someone somewhere. I wont' divulge what and why, but I will say that if wires weren't crossed, and information relayed wrong... Well if this is correct, then he is flat out lying. I worked for him on Monday so he could do the same thing. Something doesn't seem right, but it's also typically his behavior. I get so frustrated and aggravated. I could talk a lot more about it and why I get so aggravated but I think I've said enough for now. I am hoping that tonight will go a bit more smoothly.