There are days, and there are days.

Centralia, Missouri
July 29, 2016 7:58pm CST
This was a good day. And then it wasn't. Sigh. Could talk about it, but don't think I'm ready to even think about it. Not sure there is a point. Some things you can't change. I just have to decide, eventually, how much I am willing to bend, or if it's time to toss in the towel. I am just stopping in, going to go read for awhile and try hard to not think about anything. -hugs-
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@Susan2015 (20579)
• United States
30 Jul 16
I do think that most of us feel that way at certain times. Only you will know when and what to do. We can give advice, but you must do what you need to do to make things good for you.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
I just dont know what that is.
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@Susan2015 (20579)
• United States
30 Jul 16
@Jessicalynnt What does your gut instinct tell you?
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
@Susan2015 it's all twisted and confused
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• United States
30 Jul 16
@Jessicalynnt My prayers are with you.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
thanks, feeling rather alone and lost atm
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@Susan2015 (20579)
• United States
30 Jul 16
@Jessicalynnt You are not alone.
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@GardenGerty (99389)
• United States
30 Jul 16
I hope while you visit here your subconscious sorts this all out for you.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
so far still lost, but, at least I am a bit more in control of myself. Really all I can do is work to acknowledge how I feel, what I need, if that need is going to get met, and how much more fighting is worthwhile.
@bunnybon7 (36529)
• Holiday, Florida
30 Jul 16
I felt like that before . want to tell but don't feel like writing about it yet
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
that's pretty much where i am at
@ricki_911 (19461)
• Toronto, Ontario
30 Jul 16
I think we all have these points in our lives and it takes time to decide what is best for us.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
it's not easy that's for sure
@alberello75 (17539)
• Genova, Italy
30 Jul 16
I say this to you from experience. Knowing how the human mind works, I realized that it is impossible not think of anything (excuse me for the turn of phrase). Perhaps only the Asian meditators are able to have full control.
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• Centralia, Missouri
31 Jul 16
I do better if I just bury myself in something else, so my mind cant obsess on whatever is bothering me
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@alberello75 (17539)
• Genova, Italy
31 Jul 16
@Jessicalynnt Being I too "victim" of harmful thoughts, sometimes I can understand that it is important to focus the attention on something else.
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• Centralia, Missouri
1 Aug 16
@alberello75 I have been working on if I cant think of being mindful and what I am feeling to picture running water, and stare at the water, it seems to be calming
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• United States
30 Jul 16
Sorry to hear that things are difficult
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
I know life isn't supposed to be easy but at times I really think I do deserve a break for awhile
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• United States
30 Jul 16
@Jessicalynnt it does seem like you've had more the your share lately
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• Centralia, Missouri
31 Jul 16
@Marilynda1225 It feels like that for sure
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• United States
30 Jul 16
Does this have anything to do with your husband's job?
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
In a roundabout way. More just a grumpy encounter that put me in a bad mood as I had done nothing to deserve being treated like that. I'm tired of it in general but that was worse than normal.
• United States
30 Jul 16
@Jessicalynnt OK, well, go make bread or a pizza and pound that dough with your fists! That might help.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
@AbbyGreenhill oh, I like that idea
• Jacksonville, Florida
8 Aug 16
I have more days like this, than I would like to admit or handle. So totally understand how you feel.
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• Centralia, Missouri
9 Aug 16
I do too. It's.....getting old.
@boiboing (12580)
• Northampton, England
30 Jul 16
That sounds very heavy. We won't push you to tell more but I hope you're OK.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
I am hurt and frustrated but less depressed as I was last night.
• Jacksonville, Florida
30 Jul 16
I'm sorry. There is only so much we can take before we have to say enough is enough. I hope things get better so you won't have to make that decision.
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• Centralia, Missouri
30 Jul 16
thanks! that's exactly how I am feeling.