Even If I Have Lost You...

sad face of a love in dismay
@cacay1 (31822)
Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
September 11, 2016 8:26am CST
you remained in my heart. That was my past with a love full of red roses, then suddenly turned all around thorny , and the sharp thorns stumbled me down. Yes, you are so cruel my dear love.. I have wasted my years for you. I have learned to love you at age 14, then after 13 years, I turned 27, leaving me with only the sharp pricks of the thorny roses. My dear past love, I can still feel your presence until this time.Call me insane my dear mylotters, but that is how powerful love is. It can make anyone a prisoner. I am thankful now, for the shadow of my betrayal love fades away, so goodbye love. I hope the one you chose is more than me,sigh!. Thank you my dearest mylotters to know my fading agony of a lost love. Image by Pixabay
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@5thHouse (1704)
• Sheffield, England
11 Sep 16
As the saying goes, "don't cry because it's over; smile because it happened." I think when a relationship ends, we often can't get beyond the ending and it kind of tarnishes our memory of the entire relationship. But there are bound to be many happy times that you had and no one can take these from you . Try to see it as something on your life's journey, something that wasn't meant to last forever but which nevertheless happened for a reason, to teach you something. I don't think we should ever feel bad for loving someone, however it turns out. Love is not rational.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@5thHouse , Thank you dear.That was my past love in my innocence I thought love won't be tempted, won't be affected with pests.As we grow mature, we will realize that it is better to have love and lost, than never to have love at all. My experience also made my heart strong and hard as a stone.The next time around that I will fall out of love, I am so sure, it's not the same way I feel the pain and agony the first time my heart was broken.
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@5thHouse (1704)
• Sheffield, England
12 Sep 16
@cacay1 I think the first time hurts the most but I do feel we can find true love more than one time in life.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@5thHouse hehehe, perfect, yeah.Thanks dear.
@LadyDuck (113426)
• Switzerland
11 Sep 16
I am so sorry for you. A true love never fades, even if we try to forget what makes us sad.
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@LadyDuck (113426)
• Switzerland
12 Sep 16
@cacay1 This is a wise way of thinking.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@LadyDuck , Very well said, thanks so much.
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@thelme55 (10886)
• Germany
11 Sep 16
No, you are not insane. Maybe you were not meant for each other. Maybe there's still someone lurking in a hidden place for you to discover.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@thelme55, Thank you Thel, my ex was tempted and who tempted him, my friend,classmate during college and co-teacher. She envied me with my ex as we were that so in love and close,plus my ex has face value. That is life by the way, I have moved on.
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@amnabas (9779)
• Karachi, Pakistan
11 Sep 16
Feeling down for you...
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
11 Sep 16
@amnabas , thank you friend.
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@PurnaSharma (1771)
• India
12 Sep 16
Who that's cruel , dared to give you pain ..to my dearest.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@PurnaSharma , my soulless ex.
• India
12 Sep 16
@cacay1 ..I am very regret that i couldn't give you company in your painful time. .my dear
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@PurnaSharma , yeah no worry dear, i already buried my past love. I have moved on.
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• United States
12 Sep 16
bless yer heart 'n big hugs. 've ya e'er thought that perhaps he thought'cha deserved better'n he could be? 't takes some time to put past loves 'nto perspective, regardless 'f who does the breakin' 'p. allow yerself to heal, when the right person comes 'round, it'll be magical :)
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@crazyhorseladycx , You are so wonderful my friend, very thoughtful.Thank you so much.We cannot trust anyone regardless of years in a relationship. I have moved on.
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• United States
12 Sep 16
@cacay1 aw, yer welcome, hon. yer correct, sometimes 't seems they tend to string the other party 'long 'n then drop their bombshell. i'm so glad that'cha moved'n, sweet lady :)
@allen0187 (24487)
• Philippines
12 Sep 16
Easier said than done but it is time to move on don't you think?
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@allen0187, Yea friend, I have moved on, but somehow in our lives, we cannot avoid the feeling once buried to come alive in instant moment.How hard to accept the truth of a lost love.But God has reasons.
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@allen0187 (24487)
• Philippines
13 Sep 16
@jaboUK (49067)
• United Kingdom
11 Sep 16
Sorry you had to go through that, I hope you have found someone more worthy of your love.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@jaboUK ,Thank you friend for feeling what I feel, yes, I have found someone in a foreign land.The place where I will go next month.He is the reason of my visa acquisition.
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@jaboUK (49067)
• United Kingdom
12 Sep 16
@cacay1 I thought that was the case as I remember you mentioned him before.
@just4him (85286)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
12 Sep 16
I'm sorry you had a love that didn't last. That's so sad, but I'm glad it's fading.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@just4him , Thanks Valerie, yes it's fading, and no reason to keep it hiding in the heart that beats life. it's me to suffer. I have to be strong to face the reality that my true love is gone forever.
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@acelawrites (10401)
• Philippines
11 Sep 16
Looks like you still love him so much! But just remember the song "Let it Go," from the movie Frozen. Maybe a more worthy man is waiting for you.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@acelawrites, It's hard to forget the first young love of my young life.My love for him deeply rooted.Just imagined those years without doubting a negative cross our ways.But thankful for the knowledge of his being untruthful man.
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@CinnamonGrl (5524)
• Paradise, California
11 Sep 16
OH no. I'm so sad for you. Of course you're not insane. Love is a very powerful emotion. Keep yourself open.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@CinnamonGrl , Thank you friend, yes true, love is a powerful emotion. It is felt inside the small chamber of our heart.
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@Happy2BeMe (62516)
• Canada
11 Sep 16
So sorry you are going through this. Love is such a powerful emotion. Your heart can't simply just stop loving somebody who meant so much to you. A part of you is forever changed. Sending huge hugs to you my friend. xx
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@Happy2BeMe , Oh, so sweet lady, thank you so much. You make my heart sing for joy receiving your hug.Young love in a young life is so hard to forget.
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@Happy2BeMe (62516)
• Canada
12 Sep 16
@cacay1 You are welcome. Yes you are so right. Young love is something that you never forget, It stays in your heart always.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@Happy2BeMe , Yes dear.
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• Lakewood, Colorado
8 Jun
I am reading this only now Erly. It is a long ago discussion. So moving and I am sorry you lost your love.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Aug
@TiarasOceanView , that lost love has turned to decay my friend.
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• Lakewood, Colorado
12 Aug
@SHOHANA (7075)
• Bangladesh
12 Aug
Love never lost, people get love for being lovable and give love when feel it, Hope no one in this earth lost their love
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Aug
@SHOHANA, my love was lost for he could not anymore remember me and his way to my door.
• Philippines
12 Sep 16
Well, we won't live here for much longer, some day we all get to meet again unless they were good in this life.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Aug
@Letranknight2015, That is true , that is the reality of life we have to face with squarely.
@skysnap (17578)
12 Sep 16
I think we just have to let go and move ahead in the life.
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@cacay1 (31822)
• Cagayan De Oro, Philippines
12 Sep 16
@skysnap , yeah, I have moved on and let my past drifted away.
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