December 2, 2016 3:02am CST
When I wake up in the morning and see his little face all smiles and happy it makes me forget that I've only had about five hours sleep. When your a first time mum you can't help but feel you do everything wrong or if your like me, panic about every little thing there is. My partner was helpful but it never looks helpful as life becomes a "I can do it better and faster on my own" I couldn't help feel that most of the world was against me and I was this small thing just trying to keep my head above water, but my partner clam as ever. I know this is a strange first blog but sometimes it's better to share what's in your head rather than making something up. Hi there I'm Harriet and I am a mum.