By Miguel Z.
December 3, 2016 10:49am CST
Today when i woke up i felt very depressed,,, thinking about the reality of my life ( everything i do i never finish,,every sentimental relationship i had or have they need love affection and attention wich i never give to them,,,everything i touch i destroy,,,my own body i always abuse of it ,, THEREFORE all those FACTS are making me feel i want to suicide,,, yes!,i woke up this morning wanting to suicide ,, the feelings grow stronger as the time go by...??
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• New Delhi, India
3 Dec 16
@habichuelo Hmm buddy you seriously need a Psychologist or psychiatrist and I am very serious about this.Every question of yours can be answered and resolved fruitfully by them.Whatever happening to you happens sometimes in life and we need somebody to help us.And trust me go to one and they will seriously give every answer of your questions.
3 Dec 16
I know in life things become unbearable but we have to take time am appreciate the things we do have and be thankful. We all come to a place where we question our purpose in life. I've personally been going threw a lot lately and even when I want to give up and I have tonremeber I have children whondepwnd on me and family who loves me.
• Barcelona, Spain
3 Dec 16
Please don't. Do the hard thing and live. Do something for someone else, do an act of kindness for some poor soul. It's cold where I am if it is where you are give a homeless person something warm to wear for example. It's amazing how you will feel.
5 Dec 16
well, i never finish anything too, that's my third university I arrived at the half of the course after a lot of semesters and i gave up. It's difficult when no one understands it, but you must know why are you like this. maybe you have attention deficity. Even when you seen like a not succesfull person, try to fill it donating for institutions, taking care of children (i love children), cooking. Everyone will see you really are an energic and responsible person with this. After this, try to discover why you don't complete things. If it's because you have difficult learning, try techniques of memorization (associating creativy things at words) withouth memorization techquines i usually fail almost everything. or If you don't finish anything because you don't even want to try this, you have to make your self esteem better.
• United States
12 Dec 16
Its not memory problems,, i just get tired of different things really quick, as loosing interest... Even with sentimental partners in the past and actually with the present one.. I dont feel nothing for her anymore for few years now... The town i live i also dislike it... I had more than 100 jobs in the last 14 years LITERALLY!...
4 Dec 16
Hey Miguel, Your problem might seem like the worst thing in the world. But let me tell you. There's nothing that's as worthy as your life. If you get such thoughts, just think about your parents or anybody who loves you. I'm sure there's someone out there that values you and cares for you. You don't wanna break their trust, I hope. Your relationships are not what matter forever. You will have heartbreaks and failures, I assure you. But none of this will last. There's definitely something much better you can pay attention to. Do that. I think you'll feel fresh, or at least better. Good luck!
• United Kingdom
4 Dec 16
Please don't harm yourself. It sounds like you are being very hard on yourself. I went through a period of being very depressed and found that listening to Tony Robbins on youtube videos really helped me start to change my thinking. It might sound like a crappy suggestion but Tony really seems to understand how we think, feel and behave when we are depressed and offers a first step to stop us from falling off that big cliff. I don't know if links are allowed to be posted here but perhaps search 'Tony Robbins: How to deal with STRESS and DEPRESSION'.
3 Dec 16
Miguel, I am sorry that you are in such a state. Depression is awful, as I have been fighting it all my life and I have no desire to quit fighting it. The world is depressing with all the sad things that take place every day. However, there are many ways to get help to cope. Please reach out for help and look for positive things to keep going until God changes things. We are here for you! I wish you well!