I am not sure what to do now.

@sharon6345 (142374)
United States
December 10, 2016 11:53pm CST
G just left my house and I did not think I would see him again. As I watched the clock for 11:09 pm when the phone normally rings. He walked in my door at 11:09. After talking to him and crying I could not break it off tonight. I did that the other day but he feels I am not considering his feelings. Maybe he is right since I was thinking mostly of mine. J told me to take all the time I need to decide what I wanted to do. I know what I want and who I want. I just need time to get in my new place out of state. G asked me to give him more time. I think that is what I owe him. I hope J can find me a place soon for me to get on my way. G is great and I respect him. But seeing his face low to the ground like that hurt my heart. I just broke down and cried.
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@celticeagle (120480)
• Boise, Idaho
12 Dec 16
No decent person wants to hurt another person. This isn't going to be easy. If you are sure it just needs to be done.
@sharon6345 (142374)
• United States
12 Dec 16
The day I get my house keys I am moving.
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@celticeagle (120480)
• Boise, Idaho
12 Dec 16
@sharon6345 .....From Kay?
@AutumnSnow (4583)
11 Dec 16
The best thing to do is give yourself time to sort through your feelings try making a pro an con list about this situation.
@sharon6345 (142374)
• United States
11 Dec 16
I am more afraid of one thing then anything else.
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@jstory07 (71284)
• Roseburg, Oregon
11 Dec 16
Think about it you will be able to figure out exactally what you want to do.
@sharon6345 (142374)
• United States
11 Dec 16
I want to move to Jersey and start a new life.
@ricki_911 (19965)
• Toronto, Ontario
12 Dec 16
I think he is absolutely right.
@Happy2BeMe (75395)
• Canada
11 Dec 16
Even though it hurts to see him that way it needs to be done. You know what you want and you have made your decision. It is never going to be easy and it will hurt. Prolonging it will not make it easier.