I need a drink bad.

@sharon6345 (118660)
United States
January 7, 2017 4:45pm CST
G called me and I was not up for talking. I want my house keys but can't get the words out my mouth. He is here so happy and sweet making it very hard to walk away. I am going to just pray that I can tell him and be done with it. I knew I could do it over the phone so I told him this morning. But seeing him is different because I just want to hold him in my arms
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@NJChicaa (37071)
• United States
7 Jan 17
You told him what? that you wanted things to be over? and he still showed up?
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@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
Yes and now he is right here sleeping and I love it. I just don't know how to live in this town without him.
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@NJChicaa (37071)
• United States
8 Jan 17
@sharon6345 You can do it Sharon!
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
@NJChicaa I just told him tonight that I can't be his friend for now.. He wants us to stay together and I keep telling him it's not good for me. Mentally I am not able to deal with this situation we are in. So he wants to talk more tomorrow I want no talking just him gone.
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• Peoria, Arizona
7 Jan 17
I am very confused as to what the problem is? Has he done something to hurt you or do you just want to eb alone or....what? I see you talk nothing but good about him. You don't have to answer since this is person. I just want to make sure you are okay
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@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
Heis perfect for me in every way. he is just married and I don't want to be with him in the future. He refuses to let me walk away. In person I am weak and want him around me. J is the same awesome way but single. I just can't get him to express anything. he won't speak about his feelings he will just stay to himself fr months. I can't deal with that.
@dragon54u (31604)
• United States
7 Jan 17
That's very confusing, probably because I don't know your history. You want to break up but you don't? Sometimes the heart should listen to the head--but sometimes it's the opposite. Do what is best for you and try to be objective. Easy to say, right? Good luck.
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@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
I could not have said it better.
• United States
8 Jan 17
What will you be your ultimate decision?
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
I can't get him to understand me. He is right here sleeping. He told me he loves me and won't let me dump him. J is waiting for me to go to his house next week. I can't do it one way or the other in person. I love them both I feel like I might lose it.
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@Hatley (164736)
• Garden Grove, California
8 Jan 17
m @sharon6345 you have to choose between them you are unfair to botgh oftem]
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
@Hatley I chose J tonight and G won't listen to me. He is telling me that he wants me to remain with him. I can't while he is married. I won't.
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@Happy2BeMe (74535)
• Canada
7 Jan 17
You need to decide what you want to do. He clearly loves you and if you don't feel the same way to need to get your key back and let him go.
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
I want him but he is married and I want out of that situation. If he were not married I would want him forever.
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@Happy2BeMe (74535)
• Canada
8 Jan 17
@sharon6345 I can understand that. Have a drink or two or three lol. Cheers!
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
@Happy2BeMe I had a drink and it was not enough. LOl.
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@celticeagle (117268)
• Boise, Idaho
8 Jan 17
Are you sure you want to do this?
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
Yes I am very sure because he is not able to give me the one on one that I deserve. I don't want to be the other woman.
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@celticeagle (117268)
• Boise, Idaho
9 Jan 17
@sharon6345 ......I am glad you feel this way. I hope you are able to move away from this relationship before you get so embroiled in it that you get hurt.
@ricki_911 (19050)
• Toronto, Ontario
8 Jan 17
Maybe,you need more time to think about it.
@Hatley (164736)
• Garden Grove, California
7 Jan 17
I am comfused you love him you do niot klove hjim what? you must makeup your mi d our mind sharon we cqannot do it for you
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
I love both of them in different way but don't know how to let one go.
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@jstory07 (65399)
• Roseburg, Oregon
7 Jan 17
That is so sweet.
@sharon6345 (118660)
• United States
8 Jan 17
That is but it's not what is best for me.
@amadeo (61898)
• United States
7 Jan 17
have on on me.scotch.This will soothe you.