All you can do is take it one day at a time but make plans, serious plans as your wander... Welcome to mylot. Here is something every new person needs to read.
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There have been many days in my life over the yrs I have felt like this. Even went thru a time suffering from Deep depression due to past abuse, etc. But thru attending church, reading my Bible, praying, and having others praying in time I learned that life was not meant to be hard all the time. Get around and help those in need. It will teach you that not everything is all bad, and appreciate more what you got.