I want to know something.

@sharon6345 (126113)
United States
February 12, 2017 4:43pm CST
Now I plan to speak to my therapist next week if it's not cold. I am talking to my ex and all I know is he is a stranger to me now. But I feel all the feelings I felt for him the last time I saw him. Minus the rage I felt. I saw him about 11 years ago. When I held him in my arms I knew I loved him. But what would make me feel that way for him all this time. I had to tell G about him a day ago. I could not hold it any longer. Thank goodness he is the understanding man he is. he knows I am not messing around with another right now. But he knows this guy will always be my one and only true love. When he comes he is staying with me unless she says something else about another location. Does that sound crazy to love a stranger?
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@just4him (117272)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
13 Feb 17
Since neither are strangers to you, I don't find it crazy.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
13 Feb 17
Oh thanks so much. I love when you comment. i really do.
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@just4him (117272)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
14 Feb 17
@sharon6345 Aww, thanks.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
14 Feb 17
@just4him Your welcome. Thank you for being my friend. I look forward to you every day.
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• United States
13 Feb 17
I guess not crazy, for me my ex is an ex and don't want him back ever. In order for me to keep moving forward, I can't go backwards.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
13 Feb 17
That is good I am glad for that I am good friends with my ex of 6 years but he wants me back. he cheated on me for 6 years with a man. I forgave him but not ever going there again.
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• United States
13 Feb 17
@sharon6345 , I never forgave my ex, very complicated, I haven't heard from my ex, I don't ever expect to hear from him.I would have to be crazy to take him back, my guess is he is living with someone or married who knows. Grass is always greener on the other side for some.. No I wouldn't go there either with that.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
13 Feb 17
@CookieMonster46 Well the ex that I am speaking with now went to the army. I left him and he told me 11 years ago he loved me and wanted me back. I told him when you're not married anymore come look for me. he is now divorced and living on his own. The good thing is I always knew I still loved him. His family has learned of him contacting me. They are all excited about us now. it's wonderful.
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@celticeagle (118282)
• Boise, Idaho
12 Feb 17
Love doesn't die. It changes. You can fall out of love with a person. You can grow away from a person. Through lives experiences we may feel differently toward those we love. Even feel like they have become stranges because we have moved on or grown.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
12 Feb 17
I think I never was able to commit to anyone was due to him telling me 11 years ago that he wanted me back. I would do for him what I would not do for another. I am not sure where we will end up but I want the ride.
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@celticeagle (118282)
• Boise, Idaho
13 Feb 17
@sharon6345 ......That is part of what life is all about.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
13 Feb 17
@celticeagle you got that right.
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@Happy2BeMe (74743)
• Canada
12 Feb 17
I hope it all works out for you. You will never really know until you meet up again and see where things go from there. I hope things will be the same after all those years.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
13 Feb 17
Thanks I just want us to stay in good like we are.
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@marguicha (94925)
• Chile
12 Feb 17
As long as you feel that way, He is not a total stranger.
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
13 Feb 17
That is good I feel that is how I feel a little.
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@hostessman (9455)
• Tucson, Arizona
12 Feb 17
I would say it doesn't sound crazy but it is crazy, make sure you go see your therapist right away
@sharon6345 (126113)
• United States
12 Feb 17
You make me laugh.