Spiraling on
By Jekca
@Jessicalynnt (50525)
Centralia, Missouri
February 21, 2017 7:30am CST
Yeah, I'm still managing. The house is quiet, I don't like it. I don't like the being alone. I miss the kisses and the cuddles and the walks. Sooner or later I am going to call and see how he is doing. I hope well. I think well, I am sure he is having a blast with the other dogs, he did like to play.
I have started, slowly looking at a few cats. I at least won't be alone, and I do like cats. We pondered being a foster family too for cats with no homes. That is something I have often toyed with doing, but never actually done.
I am still sad, I will be whenever I think about the little dog who spent a few years with me. But it is what it is. I can at least write this now and not bawl.
Catching up on mylot, playing games, working on LARP stuff, keeping busy, you know... oh and there went the alarm, time to shower for work.
Tell me something funny or good!
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
21 Feb 17
Awe, thanks! That made me smile
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@LadyDuck (458091)
• Switzerland
21 Feb 17
Do you want to see something funny and laugh for a minute? Look at this video.
Someone helped themselves to the kitty Cat treats! Let's see who cracks under pressure? Denver's Toys and books: http://www.guiltydogstore.com/collections/al...
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@LadyDuck (458091)
• Switzerland
22 Feb 17
@AbbyGreenhill I love Denver too, there are other funny videos.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
21 Feb 17
oh...hahahhahaahaha.... I had a dog who would do that sort of thing. If he was guilty he'd just roll over on his back, or go hide. If he didn't he'd just look at you with a blank stare
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@inertia4 (27961)
• United States
22 Feb 17
@Jessicalynnt Okay. I understand. Pets do need a lot of attention. I know my mothers dog is always close to her and she is close to him. As we all are with the dog. That's why I personally don't have a dog, I know it is not a easy thing. It is a responsibility. And I don't have the time.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
22 Feb 17
@inertia4 I once did, then my x husband cheated on me and I had to move. One dog went to live with my x mother in law, she is taking good care of him, the other I tried to keep, it just....well my living situation was different, and I am home much less now. I miss him so much, but we checked today and he'd already been adopted by a family with kids
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
21 Feb 17
because he was miserable here, he was depressed most of the time, and needed more time and attention, more dogs to be around, a more active family, keeping him here made me happy but not him. He was starting to act out more and more due to this. I'm still sad, but it's easier to hold on to the fact that it wasn't best for him
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@arthurchappell (45002)
• Preston, England
21 Feb 17
The LARP stuff sounds great - went to a few vampire LARP's - saw one very tall goth at a LARPer's party - he really looked the part like he might actually sleep in a coffin - he ruined his own darkness image though dancing to Dancing Queen and the YMCA which just looked weird and funny
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@arthurchappell (45002)
• Preston, England
22 Feb 17
@Jessicalynnt I used to do The Vampire Masquerade - I was a Malkavian, who were the insane vampires
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
21 Feb 17
bwahahah. ok that is hilarious. If you were here, I'd totally invite you to ours, you would be an awesome addition. The game base is Vampire the Requiem, there are chapters world wide, but I don't know where all.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
22 Feb 17
@arthurchappell yeah, I've heard some tales from Masquerade
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@AbbyGreenhill (45496)
• United States
21 Feb 17
Something funny - hum.....my husband is out grocery shopping with a list - I also told him if he sees something not on the list that I might want buy it - I can't wait to see what strange items he comes home with.
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@AbbyGreenhill (45496)
• United States
21 Feb 17
@Jessicalynnt no surprises.....just the list items...darn?!
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
21 Feb 17
yep. I wish I could pop over for a cry and tea!
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
23 Feb 17
@Inlemay totally and utterly
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@silvermist (19702)
• India
22 Feb 17
@Jessicalynnt So you may be getting a cat.Hope you get one soon.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
22 Feb 17
I hope so, I hate not having a critter at the house
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
22 Feb 17
That is good! I am glad for you
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@Tampa_girl7 (48954)
• United States
22 Feb 17
I think that you would enjoy the company of a kitty.
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@Jessicalynnt (50525)
• Centralia, Missouri
22 Feb 17
I've had and loved having cats before. It wont be...the same, but I can love a cat, and I will be happier if there are some critters with me
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