tough phase !!
By sanjana b
@malibu153 (134)
April 21, 2017 2:44am CST
I am going through this really tough phase. I dont know whats going on in my life. Sometimes i feel like crying and sometimes i feel like killing myself. It s not like i hate myself but its like i dont know who i am anymore. I am bipolar but i have been nice to myself lately. I think im clinically depressed.
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@malibu153 (134)
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21 Apr 17
I have let gone, a lot of people and a lot of things. How do you let go of yourself...thats the struggle.
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@Shiva49 (26202)
• Singapore
21 Apr 17
@malibu153 I do not try to please people but see to it that I treat them better than they do to me.
I try to serve than be served and that helps to lead a life that comes naturally.
Once you get the basics right then it becomes a habit - siva
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@malibu153 (134)
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21 Apr 17
@Shiva49 I have treated people with roses who have treated me with thorns and its like I am no existent. I have loved myself too . But now i dont know if its about the basics of life or is this life just an illusion
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@Mass_Sonu (1021)
• India
21 Apr 17
@malibu153 Firstly, I admire your courage, writing so boldly about your own negative feelings. Not many people would accept or say that they are clinically depressed! We all are, or most of us are, through that phase. I love to belittle myself, but taking a few non competitive habits could help (reading books, gardening etc)
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@Mass_Sonu (1021)
• India
21 Apr 17
@malibu153 Welcome & glad to know you are trying to heal yourself from inside out!
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@malibu153 (134)
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21 Apr 17
YEAH I DID ALL OF THAT, trying to heal myself from inside out.Thanks for the reply tho. Always good to hear from you
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@toniganzon (72285)
• Philippines
21 Apr 17
You should seek professional help before it's get too serious and hurt yourself.
@ymbali (26)
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21 Apr 17
Hey there, don't worry it's all in your head. Our mindset and subconscious literally dictates the way we see the world and ourselves. Check out this article on motivation -
Also I feel you should spend more time in nature, its proven to relieve stress and raise happiness levels. That website also has an e-course in training your mind to feel and think more positively. It's a personal development website!
All the best, only you can make you feel like you
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@Bhavygupta (149)
• Meerut, India
21 Apr 17
@malibu153 there's only one cure to your problem and that is believe in yourself don't listen to the bad works of others but listen what others say good about you...
Always smile in different phases of life rather than thinking and being depressed...
You will surely see a change in you by doing so
