Not Ready Yet
May 22, 2017 7:34am CST
Hubby has confirmed. We're going home next week. I am not ready to leave yet. It's as if we just came here yesterday. Two months just slipped by. I thought my husband was not serious when he mentioned last week that he wanted to go back to Philippines. Just the thought of it gives me a lot of stress. From the loonies in the hood, hot and humid weather, heavy traffic, crimes and constantly complaining and nagging mom just , oh my , these make me go crazy. I have gained 12kilos in two months and I am sure, I will shed all that I gained in a couple of weeks. We came here with a thought that we'll never go back this time. But my husband changed his mind. He said, "one more, let's try one more year in the Philippines"
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@Iam_jauntyjen ..Oh I had the same feeling like yours..sad to say..I miss my family in the Philippines but I can not help thinking of being stressed there again..I really know how you are feeling right now..but who knows things might have been changed there..
I have been away from by birth country for half my age and that is more than few decades! I get used to where I live and is tough to relocate back to even my home country! So I empathize with your predicament and may be you both can think it over - siva