Feeling emotional

@carebear29 (31951)
Wausau, Wisconsin
May 25, 2017 11:17pm CST
It has been a stressful week and I hate being bipolar depression and it doesn't help that I am on my monthly on top of it. I am sitting here in and out of tears, blogging and listening to music. I may have lost a close friend because of her stupid boyfriend starting drama. I am so upset because her 2 children adore me and when I am down I go and see them and now I don't think that will happen anymore. Tomorrow will determine what happens because she is suppose to return my 3 kids dvd's they borrowed. I have been emotional the passed week or so. All I can do is cry and to top it off having roommate problems don't help and fighting with my husband has been a big stressor too. Not good. I am lucky with all the stress I been through I haven't ended up in the ER. But who knows. I have been having health issues acting up again because of stress. I don't know what to do. I need some type of medicine to help me. I was gonna try for Abilify from my doctor so I will have to set up a doctor appointment. I will have a lot to post the next fews days since I am really emotional and stressed out. I just hope I get better soon. Some stress will go away when we move off the block in the next few weeks.
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@just4him (303377)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
26 May 17
I'm sorry you're under so much stress. I hope you haven't lost your good friend.
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@carebear29 (31951)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
27 May 17
i am a little stress free now
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@just4him (303377)
• Green Bay, Wisconsin
29 May 17
@carebear29 Good to hear.
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@Courtlynn (67002)
• United States
26 May 17
Im sorry to hear about the friends boyfriend ripping your friendship apart. I know that all too well. Hope it stays a friendship. As for the stress.. you would be very much less stressed if you get rid of the bad roommate already. As he seems to be a huge cause of it. And I don't want you ending up in the hospital, due to stress, especially stress that you could have avoided by him leaving. And im sure others here who have read your posts about him would agree. Take care of you and yours. Let him take care of himself.
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@carebear29 (31951)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
27 May 17
i am doing a little better now.
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@Courtlynn (67002)
• United States
27 May 17
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@SHOHANA (16096)
• Bangladesh
1 Sep 17
I hate emotions in me because this is the only thing I can't control
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@carebear29 (31951)
• Wausau, Wisconsin
2 Sep 17
right i agree