No Pride, No Father's Day, No Family Visit.....
June 18, 2017 4:39pm CST
Just seems like another crummy day today, of course i originally planned on going to the Portland Gay Pride Festival but due to autopay on my card my money got taken before i could get it out of the bank. I had planned to go still but then my friends decided they didnt want to go again.... And i don't have a great relationship with my dad so besides telling him on the phone Happy Fathers Day there is no special get together planned. Also i found out my Great Uncle is out visiting from Indiana, i texted him letting know i live right next to my Uncle George and he was welcome to come over this morning, well i heard nothing from him, and heard he's already headed to my Aunt Judi's so i guess i don't rank very high on his list of people to visit despite the fact i LIVE RIGHT ACROSS the road from my Uncle George who's house he left from. It just really hurts, and i am once again having a crummy fricking day and pissed off about multiple things. No money, no fun, nothing.. I really think i am just going to stop caring about things at all anymore as more i care or more i want to do i m constantly disapointed, maybe if i stop having hope or wanting to do something i will stop feeling so damn crappy....
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• United States
::pats Chris on the back:: Back when I was depressed a lot, I'd say Blue skies, white clouds, over and over. Relatives can be crap, I have a family full of them. Sorry your day ended up in the dumps. What do you generally get a bit of fun out of doing?
• Banks, Oregon
Carol i usually enjoy doing genealogy and writing but even that i dont feel like doing at the moment, i like crafting but i dont feel like that either.... i just wanted to spend the day with friends this weekend and it just didnt turn out.... i hate being stuck at home all the time.
• United States
@chrissbergstrom Do you live where you can just go out and walk around the block? Fresh air can work wonders! I once complained on Twitter about being down in the dumps, or maybe I was feeling grumpy. Someone's suggestion: Eat more fiber! LOL, just the suggestion cheered me up. But it turns out that fiber does have some sort of effect on our moods.... See #4
It is certainly humbling to take a step back and recognize that so many aspects of our physiology are actually under the control of the countless microbe...
• Los Angeles, California
I am quite a bit older than you and know exactly how you are feeling. I don't want to get into the woes of my life but all I can offer is that you have to plowing forward and try to distract yourself with things you like.