It Is Why I Say The Best Leaders Are The Ones Who Do Not Want To Be Leaders

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I am a loner so you will have to forgive me if I sound self absorbed. Not sure I know any other way. Why I love my dogs, keeps my mind on something other than me. Which sad to say might be a boring post because was doing some self reflection about how my sister and brother have been getting along pretty good lately. I was thinking what it took to get to this point. All from the military. All from hard families, obviously are one family, but that is complicated. Many different layers. Times were a lot different from when my sister started to where me and my brother started in this world. That being said. Kind of true, just need to stand up for yourself. Not let people walk on you even if it is family. Every since my brother invaded my room with his foul attitude that day. The day I charged him and tackled him. The day he wanted her to call the cops on me and she was not playing that. They both have backed off and things are pretty manageable now. Get into our little moments, but all seem to know when to back off. Just weird because my brother and sister both seem to love being the leader. I hate it, want nothing to do with being in charge of people. I like being a loner. Funny thing is I eventually end up being the leader in some shape or form sooner or later and never by choice. Not sure what to make of this life. Not that it is going to happen in this family, but starting to see they are starting to see it and starting to think I need to give the perception of what they thought of me originally. Tells you how well they knew me all these years, but I guess that is what all these years are for. To get to know one an other.