I am so depressed...

@cpefley (1926)
San Jose, California
August 20, 2017 4:14pm CST
Today, it hard. I'm so miserable. I keep thinking about my husband, and I miss him. I don't understand how he could leave us and make me feel so crappy. I know I'm a fool for wanting him back, but it is so hard to face life without him. Even our little girl reminds me so much of him, it hurts. I talked to him this morning and it is like he isn't the same person I was married to. All he talks about is feeling like an outsider in our family and how we all ganged up on him. Well, when you bully my kids, we are going to defend each other. I miss him so much. All of the things that made me happy feel pointless. I don't know how I'm going to do this alone.
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Oshy
@TiarasOceanView (70035)
• United States
21 Aug 17
Well the first step is accepting you may just be alone which it sounds like you have done Colene. Once you get there, you can move forward though its very tough. One day you may look back and wonder why you even felt this way. I know this sounds harsh.
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Dominique
@dodo19 (47050)
• Beaconsfield, Quebec
20 Aug 17
I'm sorry you're feeling so low right now. It definitely can't be an easy time for you. I'm sure you'll get through this.
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Jennifer
@LovingMyBabies (85127)
• Valdosta, Georgia
20 Aug 17
I'm so sorry for what your going through. =(
Courtney
@Courtlynn (66921)
• United States
21 Aug 17
You have to be strong and stop missing him. So you can deal with sadly being a single parent.
Laurel (L_B)
@Happy2BeMe (99399)
• Canada
20 Aug 17
So sorry you are hurting and going through this. It takes times to heal a broken heart.