A New Day

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Yesterday was probably one of the worst days of my entire life. From the silly little problems that seemed to add up, such as my printer ink that somehow got lost between the post office and my house (keep in mind I live in a tiny little beach town, the post office is less than a mile away), and the DEVASTATING news that the state is moving forward with terminating my parental rights and putting my son up for adoption, I was nearly ready to give up on everything. But then, just like always-- his few words of encouragement and a much needed hug, and I woke up this morning and the sun was shining. Literally, and it's been raining for like four days. I landed a job doing data entry online, so I'm going to be working on the swing shift because two days in a row no jobs have been available when I logged in in the morning. Wish me luck, mylotters, I will get my first paycheck next week and I am frantically trying to pay my back child support so I don't end up with another writ attachment and go back to jail. And as far as the twisted romances go in this house, I have the strangest feeling and the strongest faith that everything is going to be okay. It doesn't matter how, or where it happens-- I still believe in fairy tales and love at first sight, and soul mates. And say what you will, I do believe I've found mine. And as hard as I hurt sometimes because I can't have him all to myself at the moment, the happiness and love I do get when we are together are the best moments of my ENTIRE life. We got to spend five hours alone together Sunday night, and it was amazing!!! And I'm not just talking about the naked stuff, hahaha....