Having a Hard Time Faking It
October 16, 2017 8:20pm CST
It's really hard to be someone's strength, there's a lot to fake. You have to fake your smile, your laughs, and the cliche word "It's okay I'm fine..." All of it you have to hide. I don't even have time to be depressed cause I know someone's relying on my strength. And you know what's the worst part of being strong?? No one ever bothered to ask if I am okay. I have to fake it for their sake. I envy people who shows such weakness, I'm jealous of how free they are to express it...
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If you want some emotional-trashbin I'm here to listen in pm. (This emoji is so creepy) I think the best balance is if it's not just you who is the strength, because sooner or later it's gonna take it's toll on you. The best friendships, relationships are built on trust in eachother, helping eachother, not just the one relying on the other. I hope you can be somewhat more true to yourself.