Heavy heart. =(

@JustBhem (70555)
Davao, Philippines
October 25, 2017 10:42pm CST
I wake up late today because I slept at 2 am last night. I was here doing the rounds and as well as listening to my new fave song. And today, upon hearing from the boyfriend that he cannot drive to the center today because he is still at work. And that is giving me a heavy heart. I am disappointed because he never tell me about it last night and I expect he will accompany me. He said that I will go first and he will go there late. Anyway, I understand his job but sometimes I just can't stand it. I feel like I am less his priority. And supposedly I will have my blood transfusion this week and he changed his plans without telling me. I will have my Thursday session so that means I will be out the whole afternoon and be back later tonight. I will try to check you here once in a while. This song keeps me going today.
[everysing] ??? ?? ?? ???? ???? 1:3 ?? '?? ???'
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Anna
@LadyDuck (457570)
• Switzerland
26 Oct 17
I know that I am my husband priority, but when he had an important work to finish or an important client to meet I have always understood that it was not a matter to be "left behind", you need to work to make money.
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Anna
@LadyDuck (457570)
• Switzerland
26 Oct 17
@JustBhem Do you know the reason why he changes what he said? May be it's due to things that others ask to him.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
I understand him and what I don't understand is every time he said something to me it changes afterward and I already expected it.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
@LadyDuck I think so, I think about that. I think I am just so mean to him.
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Tokz
@ilocosboy (45157)
• Philippines
26 Oct 17
Oh maybe you have to understand your boyfriend maybe he also feels a heavy heart like you.
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Tokz
@ilocosboy (45157)
• Philippines
27 Oct 17
So the lq is okay now
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
I think so because I get mad. And we are okay now.
Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
27 Oct 17
@ilocosboy Actually is not an LQ. Lol.
Judy Evans
@JudyEv (325442)
• Rockingham, Australia
26 Oct 17
That is disappointing. It's a shame he didn't tell you earlier.
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Judy Evans
@JudyEv (325442)
• Rockingham, Australia
27 Oct 17
@JustBhem Oh, that's good.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
Yes, and I feel okay now. He fetch me when he said he couldn't.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
27 Oct 17
@JudyEv Yeah. Maybe he doesn't want me to get mad.
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ingrid
@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
26 Oct 17
sometimes we have to be independent in some instances. no, i am not implying that you should forget about him, but there are times that we have to have our own ME time, alone, even if it entails treatments and procedures.
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ingrid
@ridingbet (66857)
• Philippines
28 Oct 17
@JustBhem well, maybe you can have your ME time inside your own room, not listening or hearing the voices outside like your mother and brother.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
28 Oct 17
@ridingbet That is why I want the boyfriend to get me along with him every time there is a ride coming from their group.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
But I can't. The reason I rely so much upon the boyfriend because of our place. Our place is not friendly for a sick people like me.
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Cristy
@magallon (19280)
• Philippines
26 Oct 17
I'm so sorry to know that your boyfriend can't accompany you. Maybe he is really busy with some other things. Just do understand him...
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Cristy
@magallon (19280)
• Philippines
27 Oct 17
@JustBhem understanding him is your only choice... cheer up....
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
27 Oct 17
@magallon Yeah, I need to strengthen my patience.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
Yeah, like I don't have a choice.
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rachz_kisses
@rachz_kisses (3798)
• Philippines
26 Oct 17
Sorry to hear that. I feel you. At least the boyfriend notified you in advance so you could have prepared for it... but anyway, it might have been an urgent thing at work.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
Yes. And he did fetch me. He left his work to someone.
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rachz_kisses
@rachz_kisses (3798)
• Philippines
28 Oct 17
@JustBhem That's good.
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prashu
@prashu228 (37526)
• India
26 Oct 17
Ohhh...may be he tried but still can't make it.. anyways hope your treatment is done. Have a nice day
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
I guess so and I understand him. Thanks and I just got home.
Sabrina Traversa
@sabtraversa (12854)
• Italy
26 Oct 17
I hate when I have plans and others ruin them, I feel you. At least it isn't your boyfriend's direct fault, he still needs the money anyway, I suppose.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
Yes, I really don't like it. That makes me feel less important. And besides, whether he works overtime he still getting the same payout.
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@acelawrites
@acelawrites (19273)
• Philippines
26 Oct 17
Why are you having a blood transfusion? Hope you are fine.
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
I need to from time to time because I'm into dialysis.
Bush Stan
@Kosgey (1707)
•
26 Oct 17
Maybe the day was busy for him
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Bhem
@JustBhem (70555)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Oct 17
He is busy since Tuesday and supposedly it's his off today and schedule for my treatment.
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