I want to smoke.

@sharon6345 (110490)
United States
November 25, 2017 12:09am CST
I feel horrible and can't sleep. This man came in early and I was happy. But I needed to smoke and he knows I don't like smoking. I bust out crying and he is worried I saw his face. he said you are smoking hard. I said it's my nerves.I know he will try to understand. I told him about the bone that has to be broken in her leg. I could not stop crying. He was all messed up in the face. I said I let her back out there in the world. I am not able to sleep no matter how tired i am. I am laughing but it's my nerves. The tears keep falling. I am going to ask for medication Thursday. I am hoping I and hold it together till then. This man left is smokes on the table and I am fighting not taking a few. I will smoke them back to back.
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@RasmaSandra (13379)
• Riga, Latvia
25 Nov
Try to get some sleep. Keep in mind that smoking will just make you feel worse.
@sharon6345 (110490)
• United States
25 Nov
I know I will be ok once I get my nerves together.
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@jstory07 (58442)
• Roseburg, Oregon
25 Nov
I hope you will be able to get some sleep.
@sharon6345 (110490)
• United States
25 Nov
Yes I went to sleep 5 hours later.