I want to leave the house but can't
December 6, 2017 9:24pm CST
I been in bed sleeping again. I am not able to function this pain is so bad. My head is banging in pain. I am not sure but I want to see my therapist soo bad tomorrow. I am holding in so much right now. My daughter called crying about school and I could not help her. B does not know what that working schedule is doing to me and deep down I am hoping I can walk away. But oh How much I miss him. I am not willing to stress him but he is not sleeping and that is stressing me. He is sure aware of it and he is so so sweet but I want to walk away for my mental health. I know right from wrong but damn how could this happen. I just wish he would get to sleep. Hearing my child ask mommie what should I do and I could not help her broke m inside. How could this happen to me again? I am tired of this pain. it feels as if someone it hitting my temple with a hammer. over and over and over again.
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• Garden Grove, California
sgarin Tiy care ni /gd you canno ake o n akl the wsorrieds of evedry'friend its stress ng you outg talke care off nyoiu ask god to take away that stressnow seeuouir memtal hjealtjh people you are a woderlwoa be good toyou