I want to leave the house but can't

@sharon6345 (110140)
United States
December 6, 2017 9:24pm CST
I been in bed sleeping again. I am not able to function this pain is so bad. My head is banging in pain. I am not sure but I want to see my therapist soo bad tomorrow. I am holding in so much right now. My daughter called crying about school and I could not help her. B does not know what that working schedule is doing to me and deep down I am hoping I can walk away. But oh How much I miss him. I am not willing to stress him but he is not sleeping and that is stressing me. He is sure aware of it and he is so so sweet but I want to walk away for my mental health. I know right from wrong but damn how could this happen. I just wish he would get to sleep. Hearing my child ask mommie what should I do and I could not help her broke m inside. How could this happen to me again? I am tired of this pain. it feels as if someone it hitting my temple with a hammer. over and over and over again.
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@DEMI12 (541)
• Guangdong, China
7 Dec
i am sorry to hear your story, i hope you will be well very soon and you can walk out to have some fresh air
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@sharon6345 (110140)
• United States
7 Dec
I was thinking now but it' after 11 pm.
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@DEMI12 (541)
• Guangdong, China
7 Dec
@sharon6345 i hope you feel better now?
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• United States
7 Dec
I'm sorry you're going through a bad time. I'm sure your daughter is happy just to you there to listen to her. God bless you.
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@sharon6345 (110140)
• United States
7 Dec
That won't be good for her this coming week for sure. I know it. Thanks very much.
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@Hatley (159204)
• Garden Grove, California
7 Dec
sgarin Tiy care ni /gd you canno ake o n akl the wsorrieds of evedry'friend its stress ng you outg talke care off nyoiu ask god to take away that stressnow seeuouir memtal hjealtjh people you are a woderlwoa be good toyou
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• Rochester, New York
7 Dec
I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. Hopefully B gets some sleep soon. Have you spoken to him about how your feeling? Perhaps that will help you.
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@sharon6345 (110140)
• United States
7 Dec
Yes but he can't seem to understand.
@Courtlynn (50363)
• United States
7 Dec
Glad you have your apointment with the therapist .. do not cancel it make sure you go
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• Philippines
7 Dec
I am so sorry to hear about the situation you are going through. I just wish you will feel better soon cuz you still have a wonderful daughter to attend to.
@sharon6345 (110140)
• United States
7 Dec
Yes I sure do and with that I want to be helpful.
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@jstory07 (58211)
• Roseburg, Oregon
7 Dec
I hope your therapist can help you.
@sharon6345 (110140)
• United States
7 Dec
Oh I hope so as well and I am truly hoping B can go with me.