I'm awake right now?

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With me it is always very unpredictable of when I will wake up, go to bed, take a nap, take like 3 naps in one day, not sleep for like 2 days, you have no idea what I am going to do. Note: Do not tell me to take sleep medication, drink warm milk/ other warm drinks, or other sleep remedies, trust me. I've tried everything, nothing sticks. As much as I like staying up at night because it is so quiet at night, it just isn't good for my health. When I end up sleeping during the day, I only eat like 1 meal when it is still bright out which is dinner and then I eat late at night which is just so not good! So I decided to go to bed early last night and I was surprised I was actually able to, but Cry was streaming and I can normally fall asleep during his streams because that man's voice lulls me to sleep because it is just beautiful <3 And then I woke up at 4am, so for sure a nap is going to happen, probably after eating breakfast, because I did go to bed at I think it was 1am, it is so hard for me to sleep at night, but I tried and I have been getting some work done and that is really my main goal of waking up so early. I want to get work done during the day so I can just focus on my drawing and writing after that. when I wake up at 2pm, I just do not get enough work done because after like 5pm I don't want to do anything which isn't good if I want to work on mTurk or work on a drawing. So at least I can knock out my goal on mturk during the mornings. and then have the rest of the day if I nap or not to work on what I really want to work on. It is never a consistent things, people who can wake up at the same time every day, go to bed at the same time are lucky, you are so lucky. Insomnia is a pain and there really isn't much I can do about it because my body just hates sleeping.