When you feel you are losing yourself.

@JustBhem (70601)
Davao, Philippines
February 25, 2018 10:11am CST
I was crying earlier because I am not feeling well. I have a fever and at the same time, my body is not cooperating with me. I feel like I have tons of water all over me and I have a swollen foot that every time I stand it hurts. So, I cried out of misery. I still have my stitches on bleed but not like yesterday that I need to change it every now and then. I only change it once today that means, it's slowly bleeding now. Hopefully, by tomorrow in God's time, it will not bleed anymore. Are you feeling the same way too, like losing yourself because of problems?
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@m_audrey6788 (58487)
• Germany
25 Feb 18
I hope you`ll feel better soon. Yes. I also feel the same way but I pray deep to God and ask to give me more strength to handle those heavy and painful problems
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
I did pray and crying helps a lot too.
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• Germany
25 Feb 18
@JustBhem Yes me too. I cry it out if I`m in so much pain and can`t think straight. I hope you get yourself a good relaxing place where you can sit and meditate
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
@m_audrey6788 Crying helps a lot, to ease the pain inside.
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@maezee (42003)
• United States
26 Feb 18
I am sorry to hear this. Just remember it will get better!!
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@mydanods (6514)
• Nigeria
26 Feb 18
Good advice. Time heals all if we allow it to.
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Feb 18
I know time will heal it. Thanks.
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@marlina (154183)
• Canada
25 Feb 18
Feel bad for you that you are feeling so low. Not easy to go through days like these. Sending you my best wishes.
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
Thanks, I know I can get over it.
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@kobesbuddy (73903)
• East Tawas, Michigan
25 Feb 18
Bhem, you are doing better today, than yesterday. Each day you will be feeling a little better, that's a promise! We care about you, young lady God is doing a work, so you can live a much healthier life, very soon:)
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
Thank you for encouraging me always Miss Kharla, you are such a kind woman. I know this is one of those days I feel bad about everything and I know I will get over this mess. Hopefully, after my treatment, I will be better. Thanks a lot.
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@kobesbuddy (73903)
• East Tawas, Michigan
25 Feb 18
@JustBhem You are such an inspiration to me, Bhem! No matter how hard things might get, you are always going forward, and never backwards. Trust God to take care of this, as you've done with everything else in your life:) We will continue to pray for you, every single day
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Feb 18
@kobesbuddy I'm doing this not only for myself but for the boyfriend as well as he wants me to live more. Thank you Kharla.
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@mohit459 (12568)
• Haldwani, India
26 Feb 18
Yep... sometimes I feel.. And I hope that by tomorrow their won't be any bleeding from the stitches... Take care
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
26 Feb 18
Yes, how I wish it'll stop.
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@mohit459 (12568)
• Haldwani, India
26 Feb 18
@JustBhem I'm sure.. it will... Take care...
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@Icydoll (36725)
• India
25 Feb 18
Oh my dear ..don't know what to say.you are going through tough times..but be strong dear, hopefully God will take your pain.God bless you dear..
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
25 Feb 18
I know God hears me, and he will make me better.
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@AmbiePam (84668)
• United States
26 Feb 18
Oh dear. I just wish I were there to hug you and do something for you. I wish I had money to at least send you something, but I don't. But you are in my prayers, and I will ask my pastor to pray for you too.
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@jobelbojel (34731)
• Philippines
26 Feb 18
I felt this and still feeling sad because of problems until I have met Jesus Christ. My perspective have changed.
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@LadyDuck (455024)
• Switzerland
25 Feb 18
I am so sorry. I know how we feel when we are not well. Your stitches are bleeding less, you should be fine tomorrow. Try not to stress and to rest as much as you can today. Stay on a sofa, read a book, listen to some music. Do not let you down, you need all your strength now.
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@ridingbet (66861)
• Philippines
27 Feb 18
problems come and go. it is the faith and the strength that we should always hold on and cling to.
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
27 Feb 18
Yes, I know that. And I should because that is what I'm dealing with ever since. Is just that I feel sad that time and I need to vent it.
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@Courtlynn (67002)
• United States
25 Feb 18
So sorry you feel this way.
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@AkoPinay (11546)
• Philippines
4 Mar 18
How are you now? Have you joined Steemit? Posts like this when tagged 'teardrops' could earn more there but I hope not to hear/see more tears
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
4 Mar 18
I tried but I haven't got any feedback from them yet. Why is that it takes so long for them to confirm my mail?
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@AkoPinay (11546)
• Philippines
4 Mar 18
@JustBhem some are lucky to be approved in 2 days. My brother in law haven't received email approval too. I will just buy new account thru BlockTrades.
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@JustBhem (70601)
• Davao, Philippines
5 Mar 18
@AkoPinay Why is it hard to join there? Are you also working there at Steemit?
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• Cuddalore, India
26 Feb 18
While playing chess I can imagine my defeat .
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@Sundie (255)
26 Feb 18
Yeah, I feel the same way. But don't let your problems eat you up. Be positive.
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@shaggin (71573)
• United States
25 Feb 18
This is such awful news to hear You must be so sick of having to feel this way. It's okay to cry I am sure if I was in your shoes I would as well!
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@allen0187 (58447)
• Philippines
26 Feb 18
Stay strong.
@allknowing (130088)
• India
26 Feb 18
Dialysis should reduce that swelling on your feet. Hope the next session will help.
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@thelme55 (76376)
• Germany
25 Feb 18
I am sorry to hear that you are feeling that way. I hope you feel better soon. Take care.
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