Heavy Heart

There is nothing in our hands about the future...so why not to concentrate about the present time dear friend @JustBhem ! I am responding this discussion after doing some research about you, your friends and your health dear friend! Agreed you have some problem but then think of those who are having worst problems than your good self, you are lucky to have friends here who are very sensible, sensitive , caring, understanding and caressing! Please be positive and have faith on the Almighty, he has been always for all of us and he will take care of us and remember he loves and helps those who are brave in first place! So dear friend just cheer up and make all of us happy too! God bless!

Many say pain after pain, sorrow after sorrow, one becomes stronger and accepts the struggles of life. But you're young, you don't deserve all this pain. I came to know of an app that "remembers you must die" and it says it improves happiness. It may sound weird, but maybe it's true: once you find the right answers to the question you asked, you should feel more calm and serene. Cogito ergo sum, I think therefore I am, thinking is underrated nowadays, but it's one of the biggest cures. Your body and mind need to vent, and in the meanwhile you might reach "enlightenment". You have the tools you need, and everything starts from yourself. Your body is fighting, with or without medicine, and would like you and your mind to do the same. I'm sensitive as well, but I try my best to be positive and accept the events, usually by giving them a purpose or a reason. There are times it's harder than usual, and sometimes one event makes us think of previous similar traumas, it's like opening the Pandora's box.

I don't feel that way, but you are going through a lot right now. You are sympathetic towards that poor soul in the center.

sometimes i also imagine myself having those contraptions that we see in IMCU, like AMBU bags, mechanical ventilators, etc. this makes me think twice if i should go on with the heart operation that my cardiologist advised me to undergo

You don't have to feel miserable, we all gave our moments and you are feeling like that because you are tired. Why are you making dialysis? Diabetic?

Please don't dwell on that moment too much..find your inner strength and try being positive.. Hang in there.. you will be fine :)

No I don't feel this way and am so sad that you have to go through this. Is so sorry as well to hear this sad news your received.

it's because you've known them for several years now

Every day there.Every day

Im sorry you have such a hard time moving around. I hope one day you are much better. Those thoughts, I'd say are pretty normal. Let it out. No reason to keep it in.

Hope you feel better soon...Don't think too much.you take care

Because you're on the right way of your life. If you feel there's nothing wrong with your life, and things always come on your way. that's the time for you to think and start to worry.

I am sorry to hear this. You are suffering greatly. Well I have fairly decent physical health, but my mental health suffers that I dont want to live sometimes. So yes, I think of me and get sad too. I understand.